Friday, February 02, 2007 // 11:01 PM
so its the last school day of the week again
but i have to go back to school tmr
for flag day..
then i have tuition at 4pm!
yay!! can have mr ng's lesson
anyway today school was super slack
we totally slack throughout chinese
cos there was no teacher
and the few of us ended up talking up about tuition
any gosh so many ppl in our class know who is mr ng??
they were his students before
i should have joined last year lah
then my maths wouldn't be the state it is in now
hahah
after school went to dance room
to fool around with nicole and joey
we were doing all the crazy dance moves
trying to pose with the fan while doing a da tiao
its was nice okay
anyway, i love da tiaos (:
slept in the slr for about one hour
i was so tired lah
then had dinner with some SLs
went for nafa later at night
we finally got back our exam results
and certificates!!
i saw the judge's comments ahhaha
i think i'm satisfied with my results hehes (:
i'm gonna keep it properly!!
and i think i seriously need some improvement
i feel that my strength is deproving
and i cant let it deprove
its one of the best things i have in dance
what am i going to do without it?
my technique is already as lousy at it is
sometimes simple things like this can
can make me feel down for days
you know when you really respect someone alot
and really look up to them
every single word that person say will definately affect you
so far there is only one person in the world
who can have that impact on me
and whatever she says really matters to me ALOT
even a simple bad remark she says
i will just feel so so sad
and guilty, in a way
i dont know why, but its just how i feel
maybe thats the way i learn to improve
well i know we must have confidence in ourselves
its really important when we dance
but somehow, the confidence level in me is dropping
day by day, practices by practices
and now i really dont know if i can dance well
but i still want to encourage every dancer out there
to believe that you can do it
because confidence is the key
have more faith (:
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