Sunday, December 31, 2006 // 7:42 PM
its the last day of 2006
wow time passes really fast!!
so many things happened this year
and i'm just so grateful for all of them
there were good times and bad times
but every thing thats happen taught me valuable lessons
i'm glad that i've found what i really want
and i'm not hesitating to go for it!
there were so many people who helped me along the way
and i thank them from the bottom of my heart
just now after dinner
my uncle came and talk to me
we talked about 'passion'
i dont know why but whatever he said
seriously made me think if my desicion was right
and i realised,
that it is something that i will not regret doing for the rest of my life
he said that nothing else matters
the only thing that matters is if i will really be happy
if i find happiness in what i do,
my parents will totally support me
maybe now my greatest barrier is the approval from my parents
but i cant blame them because
not may will want their daughter to take on this path
but i know i'm ready
i'm ready to face the challenges that comes to me
and i'm just so excited about it
someone once said,
" life is about what, why, how "
i gave so much thought to it and i'm firm about my decision
i do not think that it is inpractical
but i worry that i dont even have the chance to get in APA
but oh well,
thats in the future
i've made so many great friends this year!
truckloads of loves to elizabeth chan meiqi for just every single thing you do
i really REALLY appreciate them
rose, junyi, munling for being the greatest people of my life in 305
wanling for still trying to keep our friendship like before and i'm SO TOUCHED!! i still love you (:
my dancemates! joey, limin, shi ting, nicole and others for being so supportive of me and having faith in me. you guys always brighten up my day!
and to be able to be part of xinmin SLB also added so much more colours in my life
it has been an exciting year for me
and i cant wait for next year either!
i have new year resolutions and i really hope that they do come true!
have a great year ahead everyone!
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Friday, December 29, 2006 // 9:15 PM
its kinda sad to see dance intensive ending so soon
it was really a super fun intensive for me
excluding all the private problems that i had to face
it really made me felt hopeless
but training was fun
i totally love the feeling of sweating when you dance
and getting muscle aches all over your body
the feeling when we do the whole dance all over again
its just..so...nice
seeing zou laoshi everyday makes me so happy (:
aww man i miss her already
i just hope that intensive could be something whole year round!
wow how great is that!!
this really started me thinking of life is apa
imagine if i got in,
this would be what i do everyday!!
so NICE!!
i didn't have to think of all the tons of homework
and the stress level of taking O'levels
finishing the dance this intensive was sort of a great accomplishment for us
and i think we love this dance alot
and now i think that it is possible for us to get that gold with honours!
school is starting
and so is nafa!
ahh i wanna go nafa and dance now!!
i miss all my nafa friends
i miss the dance room there
and so our dance room is not totally ready yet
since the workers are so slack
keep delaying and refuses to finish it
but tmr we have to use the room because there is no other place
but there's only the floor and aircons
hmms anyway this intensive really reminded me how much i love dance
dance politics may not be something i would love to deal with
but its part of the whole experience though
so why not?
prepares me for the much scarier world outside there in apa
haha today elizabeth, joey, limin and me went to joey's house to play mahjong
with her high-tech mahjong table
we had so much fun fooling around!!
especially when we crazily dance around joey's living room without any apparent reason
it was so funny!!
i wanna go there again!!!
tmr is the last day of intensive
really hope that everything will turn out great!!
i love the feeling when i get home and feel that my whole body is so tired because of dance
i'm having alot of muscle aches now
but i guess its all worth it (:
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Tuesday, December 12, 2006 // 1:18 PM
i'm back from yunnan
though i dont wanna be ):
hahas.
love the trip so so much!!
i never regreted going to yunnan
it was just so nice and pleasant
and everyday was filled with so much fun and laughter!
i dont think i will be writing about what we did everyday
because i'm too lazy hahah
if you wanna know, you can proceed to other dancers blog and read up haha
or you can ask me personally (:
anyway back here in singapore
i'm feeling so bored at home!!
i wanna go back to yunnan!!!!
i miss so many things about the trip
i miss the cold
i miss the long bus rides
i miss sleeping on the bus
i miss the train ride
i miss the long walkings
i miss the fun we had on the bus
i miss the hotels
i miss the partying in my room every night
i miss xms dancers
i miss watching all the dance performances
i miss the shoppings
i miss meal time!!!!
i miss tricking the teachers!
I MISS XIAOFU JIEJIE ALOT!!!
xiaofu jiejie is sort of one of the tour guides on this trip
she is so funny and nice
that i like her alot alot
and when we had to seperate from her on the last day
we actually cried on the spot
i really didnt want to leave her lah
she is so caring and takes really good care of us
and talking to her is always so fun!
i really really miss her loads!!!! <3
and meal time is always so funny
because the eight of us always sits on the same table
with mrs lim, miss yak and someitmes mdm gwee
its always so funny!!
because we always 'bully' mrs lim and ms yak
and their reactions are always so humourous lah
they totally rock this whole trip!
love xms dance troupe alot
and i cant wait for next week's dance practise!
we are going to use the new dance room!!
yayes!
mrs lim is going to be adviser next year ler
not teacher in charge
so sad lah! ):
she totally rocks this whole dance troupe lah
i miss her alot too
hahah i'm so glad i went for this trip!
thank you to all xms dancers who went for this trip
you made this such an enriching trip
and ofcourse THANK YOU to
mrs lim, ms yak and mdm gwee
AND XIAOFU JIEJIE!
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Friday, December 01, 2006 // 11:41 PM
in less than 24 hours i'm going to be at the airport ler
and i haven't pack my bag yet?!
ah i'm too lazy lah..shall do it tmr after i wake up
since i already got everything i need
gonna bring some snacks there to eat in the hotel room hehes
and we are going to play and play!
holidays are passing too fast already
like half of it is gone!!
and i still do miss zhang qin laoshi and nafa
i wonder how is she doing back at beijing dance academy
aiyo if only i could go visit there one day!!!
but thats like impossible
went cycling with my brother just now
and it was fun hehe
riding at night is so nice
i better enjoy my last night at my comfy home
before i leave for yunnan
and sleep on my comy bed hehehe
okay shall go watch tv now
bye!
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