two more days to hongkong.

i haven't pack my luggauge cos i don't know how to start.

there is school tmr ):

tmr is a packed day

i realised that i'm super fat now
so i'm really sad.

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i'm staying over at my aunt's house tonight with my cousin (:

i just finished collating the interview that we did yesterday yay.
i'm left with school on friday
collect leos tmr
NJC dance concert on friday night
abit of huay kuan on sat
nafa rehearsal every evening
then i'm off for hongkong

haha the interview yesterday was fun
cos the person was really friendly to us!
before that we were still quite worried that she will find us a nuisance
but she was really very helpful towards us, so everything went quite well haha

nafa was the usual.
and joey and limin are not going for nafa today
see i told you they love to leave me alone haha!
jia jia and huimin are not coming too
great man, i'm really alone haha
i hope sophia comes! (:

sometimes just because you are rich
it doesn't mean that we are and so we can't spend money like you do.
its good that you don't have to worry about money because its obvious that you earn tons of money, considering how much you get an hour.
but we are different okay, we struggle to spend our money within our pocket money
and we still have so many things to pay for.


i just need to survive through 4 more days
i need to get all my stuffs done
i need to set my mind right
and i need some motivation (:

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school today was fine,
just that project work is driving us crazy
cos we can't find time to meet up and there are so many deadlines to meet.
but looyee and i will be going to do the interview thing after school tmr
i hope things will be okay,
then i shall go for nafa at night.

nafa rehearsal today was the usual,
joey didn't come cos she was not feeling well.
i felt really redundant during rehearsal today,
but i know i'm suppose to feel this way...hahha
anyway, i'll just have to survive through this week and then its time for hongkong.

i should stop injuring myself.
i remember during huay kuan last sat i landed badly on my left leg
and my whole leg was so nua3
then i thought nothing of it...
and continued dancing for Honglei prac and nafa rehearsal

today i woke up and my left ankle is feeling painful and sprainy
when i rotate it.
i can walk properly but i can't really dance properly

i shall not overuse my body till hongkong!

lets just hope i'll be pain free by this sunday

actually, i'm quite worried for next week
i'm feeling as if i don't want the auditions to come
cos it really means the time for reality to hit me.
especially now when the word of my audition is spreading like wild fire for goodness knows what reason (okay maybe i do know that its cos of someone...)
i'm even more pressured.

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there is school tmr.
why why why..

anyway, Honglei dance practise today was better than i thought it would be
despite the terribly aching body,
i felt good doing all the barre work and centre stuffs
my hip thing was still sore, but i guess it wasn't as painful as yesterday.

actually i felt quite happy, because today was so much better than last week (:

after class, went to the national library with elizabeth
she did her work while i just browse one book and stone away my time while listening to the music, waiting for nafa rehearsal to start

then had rehearsal at nafa at night.
its was..normal..
but as usual, i just really hate the way you are trying to control my life.
please man, i'm really tired of all these..

there are gonna be nafa rehearsals everyday until hongkong.
i hope things will be fine.

less than a week to hongkong,
i pray that all will be well
and that i'll find the strength and courage to face things next week, no matter good or bad.

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i am having SUPER SERIOUS muscle aches today

and i'm sad because later will be my last lesson at emily hill before the auditions
and i won't be able to do everything properly cos my body is super sore.

i have no idea what i did lah, why so painful??

and my right hip thing is super sore also lah
i hope they get better before the auditions.

ONE MORE WEEK!

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so finally our class get to go down to support one of the team SAJC match
and we are released at 2pm tmr for the match haha

then friday is half day!
i'll be going back to xinmin to discuss about the teng zhi ye costume
irritating lor, out of nowhere pop out a problem..

i kept forgetting that this friday is nafa open class
oh well, don't even know if my mum wants to come ornot.
but TNG LIMIN AND JOEY LEE XUE MEI ARE NOT COMING.
THEY JUST LOVE TO LEAVE ME ALONE LOR.

my back is still aching..

i love hkapa's chinese dance music

my mum just told me that both my dad and my mum will be going to perth next week
hey i also want to go lor...
okay maybe i don't haha.

i want to go hongkong!
its coming, its coming (:

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it dawned on me today that the hongkong trip is next sunday
sounds near eh.
something i've been looking forward to.

supposedly the last week of school this week
but still, there are official lessons next mon-wed as well

mr tan wants me to make a decision really soon.

i can't really seem to enjoy school nowadays
can't catch up with lessons, especially economics.

weida mentioned today that
"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"

but i'm seriously not going anywhere.

well at least the GP presentation is over today
i just need to get my mind back on the right track...

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its suppose to be a day break from school

but why am i stuck with the GPP thats due tmr
and the GP presentation which is tmr as well

i hate presentations

and now, we are having problems with the teng zhi ye costumes..


13 more days to hongkong
and my last dance practise is this sunday.
don't know if i'm worried or excited

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i'm so glad that there is no school tmr

had Dinghong laoshi's class today at emily hill
lets just say that elizabeth and i were not really good today
like almost everything was going wrong..
i think Dinghong laoshi was quite fed up
and kept asking what happen to the both of us

seriously, i don't know why i'm like that today ):
my standard is so unpredictable lah..
got quite fustrated with myself halfway through....

i hope next week will be better, its my last lesson at Honglei before the auditions

and hey, i didn't forget any steps in class today haha

later on elizabeth, jiayin and i went to Dinghong laoshi's house to sit sit awhile
cos we still had some time before the performance at night

nice cosey home (:

then the performance at night was okay
the whole cast went for supper after that.
Zhoulei laoshi and Dinghong laoshi 's treat! (:
nice food haha.
Funny people. Fen was making a joke out of every single thing.
i love spending time like this

took 147 home, again.
the bus was freezing cold.

i really want to get into hkapa.
my standard today really made me feel scared
what is my freaking problem. its just balancing lah.
feel like slapping myself.


i aspire......to be like her

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today was super duper humid lah

rehearsal at chinatown in the afternoon
and even before my turn i was already dying of the heat
we marked the stage,
after that, Zhou laoshi treated everyone to ice-cream, yay (:
then Zhou laoshi and Dinghong laoshi fetched us to bugis
their son,xin long is totally hyperactive haha!

walked around in bugis with elizabeth, jiayin and agnes
haha but me and ebird left cos we had to go to the opera institute for the performance

reached the institute, ran through once...
then make-up abit, and my make-up was half done when we had to leave
so i was walking around looking like a ghost.
when we reached bukit merah,
just finish up everything

elizabeth and i were sitting on the chair waiting for SUPER long,
cos we are in the last scene.
it was so boring lah..and super hot..and the costume is super big for me.
but still...at least i'm not alone haha

then when it was our turn,
just danced, and thank goodness we weren't slow or fast
and we ended on the last note, yay!
lucky lah, cos during practise we are usually too slow or too fast
and occasionally on time, haha

i don't ever want to join such a disorganised company in the future.



well, there is Dinghong laoshi's class tmr,
i'm quite excited about going to Emily hill tmr haha
i think the barres are there already, so we will get to do barre work (:
but i have a feeling that i've forgotton some of the steps..
which is quite bad cos i feel so guilty for forgetting some step everytime, woops =x

"my homeland" performance tmr! (:

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its the weekends again!

this week passed by pretty fast
which is good.

wednesday was a horrible horrible day

but i guess thursday did make up for it
cos ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

i certainly received so many surprises
and i'm so blessed to have so many wonderful friends lah
08A03 who bothered to remember to do embarressing things to me in school
it was hilarious,yet fun and enjoyable.
i guess they really made me feel much better after that weptful wednesday

then celebrated it with elizabeth,
its was really nice, with all the cake and talking
and that nicey weird letter (:

went home and was greeted with two big surprises
cos Junyi was leaving my house and i caught her haha!
then i realise that Rose actually came by my house too to drop something.
and it was seriously a pleasant surprise for me lah
i'm really blessed to have you guys, thank you so much
yaye you haven't forget me (:

thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes through the sms-es
i'm really glad i've met all of you!

then i found out that HKAPA emailed me again about the auditions timetable!
i'm so freaking nervous and excited now lah!
can't wait, can't wait.

well, this birthday for me was a really fruitful and happy one
i love all my friends!
realised that i've not been forgotten by many, and thats a great feeling.

had a bad day on the last day of my sixteenth year
but a really great day on the first day of my seventeenth year (:

thank you so much <3



i have an opera performance today
and a Honglei dance performance tmr!
yay!

i have to go for rehearsal soon
then at night for the opera performance
and tmr afternoon for Dinghong laoshi's class
then the Dance performance at night

weekends are great.

i hope next week past faster too

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rough day at school.
possibly the worst schoolday for me

my life is totally screwed up
nothing is going on smoothly

sometimes i really can't take it anymore

but in the midst of these, i managed to realise the warmth that my class could give sometimes
thankful to have known these people who reminded me that they still care..

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Just received an sms from Jiayin,
There is a performance on this Sunday again!

haha just when i thought that i wouldn't have a chance anymore..

Thank god for the birthday present (:

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yesterday's performance was really really fun!!
i seriously enjoyed it (:

though when i got there it was all rush here rush there
but it was so fun having to quickly put our make-up
then stick loads of pins on our hair, and put loads of gel on our hair
all in that super super small room
so everyone was squeezing here and there
with all our bags on the floor
and we had to dig here and there for the blusher and eye shadow
that fen was like scaring me and trying to do something weird to me when i was was closing my eyes while putting the eye-liner lah

i love the feeling (:

the performance started and ended really fast
but i enjoyed every single moment on stage
i love the dance, the music, the costume, the props
and the people!
when we went on stage, i didn't expect that there will be smoke from the smoke machine
so i was quite surprised and i couldn't really find my way onstage for a moment cos the smoke was blocking the view
but the performance felt really great!

we took photos and i got them from jiayin's blog hhaha

this is our small little room! We love HongLei (:



Anges, Jiayin, Elizabeth and Me!



Fen trying to steal the limelight haha!



Elizabeth, Jiayin, Fen (my 'neighbour')  and Me!



I love the umbrellas (:






With Tianle, she is the one who danced "Shan4 Wu3 Dan1 Qing1" that night (:



The four of us again.
I love classes with you guys!!!



Me and Elizabeth!
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME EBIRD! (:



Together with our WONDERFUL teachers


I LOVE HONGLEI (:

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Happy mothers day!

and the weekend is gone in a flash ):
ahh i have to wait five more weekdays to the weekends lah
weekdays are passing way too slow and weekends are passing way too fast

but at least i'll have two performances next week
i'm a little excited about tmr's performance
maybe cos its been really really long since i performed with elizabeth
and i'm performing with jiayin and anges too! (:

today we switched to Emily hill for dance practise
and its so funny how everyone couldn't find their way
but i like Emily hill cos its so secluded, so peaceful
and the buildings there are nice.
i kinda like it that we are dancing up on the hill too
the dance room there is bigger than TAT's one
and there's dance mat and aircon (:

today's lesson wasn't as tiring cos we were all helping each other to find the place
and the barres aren't here yet, so we did floor and centre work only
but i still enjoyed it.  learnt loads of new stuffs, so its good (:

went to slack and walk around together with elizabeth, jiayin and agnes after class
i love spending time like this
yay we are going to perform together tmr! haha

there's school tmr and i have LOADS of homework to do
how i wish rose is in my class, then i won't have to worry about homework haha!

i hope the next weekend comes soon,
and then the holidays
and then i'll be going to hongkong!

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today i received an email from hkapa about some details of the dance audtion
couldn't help but feel excited when i read the email

i'm one more day closer to the auditions!

and i realised that we still have to go back to school for the first three days of the school holidays for official lessons.
isn't it suppose to be the holidays? haha

assignments and tutorials are piling up like crazy
deadlines are getting nearer

but i'm still dancing, so i'm glad.
thankful for still being able to have the opportunity to dance admist all these fustrating assignments.

oh yes, i almost forgot,
i finally passed one test!
haha,
about two more weeks to the holidays (:

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its only the middle of the week..
i'm so sleepy, trying real hard to stay awake during lectures and tutorials

i'm feeling very unmotivated this week.
i can't get myself to do anything..
can't get myself to pay attention during lessons as well
its seriously not a good week.

i'm having blisters on my feet cos of rhythmic gym
and i'm having two dance performances next week
and loads of dance practises during the weekend
i hope my feet survive man, cos the pain of the blisters are starting to kill me now.

PW and GP presentation are getting really irritating
cos there are so many things to do, and i don't know how to go about doing it
but i'm do glad that i have a wonderful group to work with (:


i just can't get the hkapa auditions out of my mind.
i'm really trying to concentrate on my life now and just anticipate the auditions
but i really can't stop thinking about hkapa.
every single weekday is like a torture
i wish i'll be able to dance in the hkapa dance room everyday..

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i think weekends are the most fulfilling, accomplished and wonderful days of the week

every sunday when i go home from practise, i'll always tell elizabeth how much i dread school the next day
and i really mean it.
i just wish i'll be able to have dance classes everyday, hopefully in hkapa.

today's weather was crazily humid, i was perspiring like crazy (not that i don't usually though)
but class was nice.
elizabeth was having a really weird temper throughout the whole day lah

and next sunday we are going to the new dance room in Emily street!
heard the dance room is nice, and its near my house too!

i really really don't mind dancing like this everyday..

i'm like counting down every single day
1st june come quick!!

on a side-note,
group picture of the celebration on labour day
thanks so much girls (:

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its exactly one more month to the hkapa auditions
and less than a month before i'll be flying to hongkong (:

school life's been pretty much the same,
trying to enjoy it haha,
but its still good, with friends, with people to do stupid stuff with 
and with looyee who loves me so much (haha!) (:
PW is crazy, okay fine, all the subjects are crazy ahha
too many things to do
and i can't even catch up..

labour day was rather well-spent
met up in the morning to do GPP
and we finished it (thank god)
after that went to celebrate wanling and my birthday
together with germaine, bel, limin, jingwen and munling
it was great! felt really happy just being able to spend time like that
and they did so many stupid things to me and wanling lah!
you can always count on them with crazy ideas, and loads of laughter (:
i really enjoyed myself that night, thanks for putting in so much effort
i love you girls <3

hmm, next few weeks i'll be rehearsing for three performance
two dances for the chinese opera institue and one performance for Honglei dance
yesterday went for a rehearsal at the chinese opera institue with elizabeth
we are suppose to be dancing hua4 die2 from liang2 zhu4
and elizabeth is liang shan bo and i'm zhu ying tai
its like a really simple and short short dance
but i'm fine with it lah, since i'm doing it with elizabeth anyway (:

later had nafa.
totally spoilt my whole day
don't know how can there be such a unreasonable person
i'm so tired of being bothered by this already
i'll just take it all, and not do anything at all
i still stand firm in my decision.
but thanks limin and joey for bothering to make me feel better haha
i'm really glad that you both are in my class

today's huay kuan practise was fun
cos we did nice chinese dance barre work
and some interesting jumps haha

i have three more huay kuan class and three more Dinghong laoshi's class before going for the auditions
and as 1st june comes nearer and nearer, i'm getting so excited,
don't really know what to expect, but i just hope i'll be good...

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two more days to hongkong.

i haven't pack my luggauge cos i don't know how to start.

there is school tmr ):

tmr is a packed day

i realised that i'm super fat now
so i'm really sad.
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i'm staying over at my aunt's house tonight with my cousin (:

i just finished collating the interview that we did yesterday yay.
i'm left with school on friday
collect leos tmr
NJC dance concert on friday night
abit of huay kuan on sat
nafa rehearsal every evening
then i'm off for hongkong

haha the interview yesterday was fun
cos the person was really friendly to us!
before that we were still quite worried that she will find us a nuisance
but she was really very helpful towards us, so everything went quite well haha

nafa was the usual.
and joey and limin are not going for nafa today
see i told you they love to leave me alone haha!
jia jia and huimin are not coming too
great man, i'm really alone haha
i hope sophia comes! (:

sometimes just because you are rich
it doesn't mean that we are and so we can't spend money like you do.
its good that you don't have to worry about money because its obvious that you earn tons of money, considering how much you get an hour.
but we are different okay, we struggle to spend our money within our pocket money
and we still have so many things to pay for.


i just need to survive through 4 more days
i need to get all my stuffs done
i need to set my mind right
and i need some motivation (:
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school today was fine,
just that project work is driving us crazy
cos we can't find time to meet up and there are so many deadlines to meet.
but looyee and i will be going to do the interview thing after school tmr
i hope things will be okay,
then i shall go for nafa at night.

nafa rehearsal today was the usual,
joey didn't come cos she was not feeling well.
i felt really redundant during rehearsal today,
but i know i'm suppose to feel this way...hahha
anyway, i'll just have to survive through this week and then its time for hongkong.

i should stop injuring myself.
i remember during huay kuan last sat i landed badly on my left leg
and my whole leg was so nua3
then i thought nothing of it...
and continued dancing for Honglei prac and nafa rehearsal

today i woke up and my left ankle is feeling painful and sprainy
when i rotate it.
i can walk properly but i can't really dance properly

i shall not overuse my body till hongkong!

lets just hope i'll be pain free by this sunday

actually, i'm quite worried for next week
i'm feeling as if i don't want the auditions to come
cos it really means the time for reality to hit me.
especially now when the word of my audition is spreading like wild fire for goodness knows what reason (okay maybe i do know that its cos of someone...)
i'm even more pressured.
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there is school tmr.
why why why..

anyway, Honglei dance practise today was better than i thought it would be
despite the terribly aching body,
i felt good doing all the barre work and centre stuffs
my hip thing was still sore, but i guess it wasn't as painful as yesterday.

actually i felt quite happy, because today was so much better than last week (:

after class, went to the national library with elizabeth
she did her work while i just browse one book and stone away my time while listening to the music, waiting for nafa rehearsal to start

then had rehearsal at nafa at night.
its was..normal..
but as usual, i just really hate the way you are trying to control my life.
please man, i'm really tired of all these..

there are gonna be nafa rehearsals everyday until hongkong.
i hope things will be fine.

less than a week to hongkong,
i pray that all will be well
and that i'll find the strength and courage to face things next week, no matter good or bad.
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i am having SUPER SERIOUS muscle aches today

and i'm sad because later will be my last lesson at emily hill before the auditions
and i won't be able to do everything properly cos my body is super sore.

i have no idea what i did lah, why so painful??

and my right hip thing is super sore also lah
i hope they get better before the auditions.

ONE MORE WEEK!
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so finally our class get to go down to support one of the team SAJC match
and we are released at 2pm tmr for the match haha

then friday is half day!
i'll be going back to xinmin to discuss about the teng zhi ye costume
irritating lor, out of nowhere pop out a problem..

i kept forgetting that this friday is nafa open class
oh well, don't even know if my mum wants to come ornot.
but TNG LIMIN AND JOEY LEE XUE MEI ARE NOT COMING.
THEY JUST LOVE TO LEAVE ME ALONE LOR.

my back is still aching..

i love hkapa's chinese dance music

my mum just told me that both my dad and my mum will be going to perth next week
hey i also want to go lor...
okay maybe i don't haha.

i want to go hongkong!
its coming, its coming (:
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it dawned on me today that the hongkong trip is next sunday
sounds near eh.
something i've been looking forward to.

supposedly the last week of school this week
but still, there are official lessons next mon-wed as well

mr tan wants me to make a decision really soon.

i can't really seem to enjoy school nowadays
can't catch up with lessons, especially economics.

weida mentioned today that
"when the going gets tough, the tough gets going"

but i'm seriously not going anywhere.

well at least the GP presentation is over today
i just need to get my mind back on the right track...
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its suppose to be a day break from school

but why am i stuck with the GPP thats due tmr
and the GP presentation which is tmr as well

i hate presentations

and now, we are having problems with the teng zhi ye costumes..


13 more days to hongkong
and my last dance practise is this sunday.
don't know if i'm worried or excited
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i'm so glad that there is no school tmr

had Dinghong laoshi's class today at emily hill
lets just say that elizabeth and i were not really good today
like almost everything was going wrong..
i think Dinghong laoshi was quite fed up
and kept asking what happen to the both of us

seriously, i don't know why i'm like that today ):
my standard is so unpredictable lah..
got quite fustrated with myself halfway through....

i hope next week will be better, its my last lesson at Honglei before the auditions

and hey, i didn't forget any steps in class today haha

later on elizabeth, jiayin and i went to Dinghong laoshi's house to sit sit awhile
cos we still had some time before the performance at night

nice cosey home (:

then the performance at night was okay
the whole cast went for supper after that.
Zhoulei laoshi and Dinghong laoshi 's treat! (:
nice food haha.
Funny people. Fen was making a joke out of every single thing.
i love spending time like this

took 147 home, again.
the bus was freezing cold.

i really want to get into hkapa.
my standard today really made me feel scared
what is my freaking problem. its just balancing lah.
feel like slapping myself.


i aspire......to be like her
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today was super duper humid lah

rehearsal at chinatown in the afternoon
and even before my turn i was already dying of the heat
we marked the stage,
after that, Zhou laoshi treated everyone to ice-cream, yay (:
then Zhou laoshi and Dinghong laoshi fetched us to bugis
their son,xin long is totally hyperactive haha!

walked around in bugis with elizabeth, jiayin and agnes
haha but me and ebird left cos we had to go to the opera institute for the performance

reached the institute, ran through once...
then make-up abit, and my make-up was half done when we had to leave
so i was walking around looking like a ghost.
when we reached bukit merah,
just finish up everything

elizabeth and i were sitting on the chair waiting for SUPER long,
cos we are in the last scene.
it was so boring lah..and super hot..and the costume is super big for me.
but still...at least i'm not alone haha

then when it was our turn,
just danced, and thank goodness we weren't slow or fast
and we ended on the last note, yay!
lucky lah, cos during practise we are usually too slow or too fast
and occasionally on time, haha

i don't ever want to join such a disorganised company in the future.



well, there is Dinghong laoshi's class tmr,
i'm quite excited about going to Emily hill tmr haha
i think the barres are there already, so we will get to do barre work (:
but i have a feeling that i've forgotton some of the steps..
which is quite bad cos i feel so guilty for forgetting some step everytime, woops =x

"my homeland" performance tmr! (:
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its the weekends again!

this week passed by pretty fast
which is good.

wednesday was a horrible horrible day

but i guess thursday did make up for it
cos ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!!

i certainly received so many surprises
and i'm so blessed to have so many wonderful friends lah
08A03 who bothered to remember to do embarressing things to me in school
it was hilarious,yet fun and enjoyable.
i guess they really made me feel much better after that weptful wednesday

then celebrated it with elizabeth,
its was really nice, with all the cake and talking
and that nicey weird letter (:

went home and was greeted with two big surprises
cos Junyi was leaving my house and i caught her haha!
then i realise that Rose actually came by my house too to drop something.
and it was seriously a pleasant surprise for me lah
i'm really blessed to have you guys, thank you so much
yaye you haven't forget me (:

thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes through the sms-es
i'm really glad i've met all of you!

then i found out that HKAPA emailed me again about the auditions timetable!
i'm so freaking nervous and excited now lah!
can't wait, can't wait.

well, this birthday for me was a really fruitful and happy one
i love all my friends!
realised that i've not been forgotten by many, and thats a great feeling.

had a bad day on the last day of my sixteenth year
but a really great day on the first day of my seventeenth year (:

thank you so much <3



i have an opera performance today
and a Honglei dance performance tmr!
yay!

i have to go for rehearsal soon
then at night for the opera performance
and tmr afternoon for Dinghong laoshi's class
then the Dance performance at night

weekends are great.

i hope next week past faster too
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rough day at school.
possibly the worst schoolday for me

my life is totally screwed up
nothing is going on smoothly

sometimes i really can't take it anymore

but in the midst of these, i managed to realise the warmth that my class could give sometimes
thankful to have known these people who reminded me that they still care..
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Just received an sms from Jiayin,
There is a performance on this Sunday again!

haha just when i thought that i wouldn't have a chance anymore..

Thank god for the birthday present (:
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yesterday's performance was really really fun!!
i seriously enjoyed it (:

though when i got there it was all rush here rush there
but it was so fun having to quickly put our make-up
then stick loads of pins on our hair, and put loads of gel on our hair
all in that super super small room
so everyone was squeezing here and there
with all our bags on the floor
and we had to dig here and there for the blusher and eye shadow
that fen was like scaring me and trying to do something weird to me when i was was closing my eyes while putting the eye-liner lah

i love the feeling (:

the performance started and ended really fast
but i enjoyed every single moment on stage
i love the dance, the music, the costume, the props
and the people!
when we went on stage, i didn't expect that there will be smoke from the smoke machine
so i was quite surprised and i couldn't really find my way onstage for a moment cos the smoke was blocking the view
but the performance felt really great!

we took photos and i got them from jiayin's blog hhaha

this is our small little room! We love HongLei (:



Anges, Jiayin, Elizabeth and Me!



Fen trying to steal the limelight haha!



Elizabeth, Jiayin, Fen (my 'neighbour')  and Me!



I love the umbrellas (:






With Tianle, she is the one who danced "Shan4 Wu3 Dan1 Qing1" that night (:



The four of us again.
I love classes with you guys!!!



Me and Elizabeth!
I KNOW YOU LOVE ME EBIRD! (:



Together with our WONDERFUL teachers


I LOVE HONGLEI (:
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Happy mothers day!

and the weekend is gone in a flash ):
ahh i have to wait five more weekdays to the weekends lah
weekdays are passing way too slow and weekends are passing way too fast

but at least i'll have two performances next week
i'm a little excited about tmr's performance
maybe cos its been really really long since i performed with elizabeth
and i'm performing with jiayin and anges too! (:

today we switched to Emily hill for dance practise
and its so funny how everyone couldn't find their way
but i like Emily hill cos its so secluded, so peaceful
and the buildings there are nice.
i kinda like it that we are dancing up on the hill too
the dance room there is bigger than TAT's one
and there's dance mat and aircon (:

today's lesson wasn't as tiring cos we were all helping each other to find the place
and the barres aren't here yet, so we did floor and centre work only
but i still enjoyed it.  learnt loads of new stuffs, so its good (:

went to slack and walk around together with elizabeth, jiayin and agnes after class
i love spending time like this
yay we are going to perform together tmr! haha

there's school tmr and i have LOADS of homework to do
how i wish rose is in my class, then i won't have to worry about homework haha!

i hope the next weekend comes soon,
and then the holidays
and then i'll be going to hongkong!
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today i received an email from hkapa about some details of the dance audtion
couldn't help but feel excited when i read the email

i'm one more day closer to the auditions!

and i realised that we still have to go back to school for the first three days of the school holidays for official lessons.
isn't it suppose to be the holidays? haha

assignments and tutorials are piling up like crazy
deadlines are getting nearer

but i'm still dancing, so i'm glad.
thankful for still being able to have the opportunity to dance admist all these fustrating assignments.

oh yes, i almost forgot,
i finally passed one test!
haha,
about two more weeks to the holidays (:
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its only the middle of the week..
i'm so sleepy, trying real hard to stay awake during lectures and tutorials

i'm feeling very unmotivated this week.
i can't get myself to do anything..
can't get myself to pay attention during lessons as well
its seriously not a good week.

i'm having blisters on my feet cos of rhythmic gym
and i'm having two dance performances next week
and loads of dance practises during the weekend
i hope my feet survive man, cos the pain of the blisters are starting to kill me now.

PW and GP presentation are getting really irritating
cos there are so many things to do, and i don't know how to go about doing it
but i'm do glad that i have a wonderful group to work with (:


i just can't get the hkapa auditions out of my mind.
i'm really trying to concentrate on my life now and just anticipate the auditions
but i really can't stop thinking about hkapa.
every single weekday is like a torture
i wish i'll be able to dance in the hkapa dance room everyday..

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i think weekends are the most fulfilling, accomplished and wonderful days of the week

every sunday when i go home from practise, i'll always tell elizabeth how much i dread school the next day
and i really mean it.
i just wish i'll be able to have dance classes everyday, hopefully in hkapa.

today's weather was crazily humid, i was perspiring like crazy (not that i don't usually though)
but class was nice.
elizabeth was having a really weird temper throughout the whole day lah

and next sunday we are going to the new dance room in Emily street!
heard the dance room is nice, and its near my house too!

i really really don't mind dancing like this everyday..

i'm like counting down every single day
1st june come quick!!

on a side-note,
group picture of the celebration on labour day
thanks so much girls (:

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its exactly one more month to the hkapa auditions
and less than a month before i'll be flying to hongkong (:

school life's been pretty much the same,
trying to enjoy it haha,
but its still good, with friends, with people to do stupid stuff with 
and with looyee who loves me so much (haha!) (:
PW is crazy, okay fine, all the subjects are crazy ahha
too many things to do
and i can't even catch up..

labour day was rather well-spent
met up in the morning to do GPP
and we finished it (thank god)
after that went to celebrate wanling and my birthday
together with germaine, bel, limin, jingwen and munling
it was great! felt really happy just being able to spend time like that
and they did so many stupid things to me and wanling lah!
you can always count on them with crazy ideas, and loads of laughter (:
i really enjoyed myself that night, thanks for putting in so much effort
i love you girls <3

hmm, next few weeks i'll be rehearsing for three performance
two dances for the chinese opera institue and one performance for Honglei dance
yesterday went for a rehearsal at the chinese opera institue with elizabeth
we are suppose to be dancing hua4 die2 from liang2 zhu4
and elizabeth is liang shan bo and i'm zhu ying tai
its like a really simple and short short dance
but i'm fine with it lah, since i'm doing it with elizabeth anyway (:

later had nafa.
totally spoilt my whole day
don't know how can there be such a unreasonable person
i'm so tired of being bothered by this already
i'll just take it all, and not do anything at all
i still stand firm in my decision.
but thanks limin and joey for bothering to make me feel better haha
i'm really glad that you both are in my class

today's huay kuan practise was fun
cos we did nice chinese dance barre work
and some interesting jumps haha

i have three more huay kuan class and three more Dinghong laoshi's class before going for the auditions
and as 1st june comes nearer and nearer, i'm getting so excited,
don't really know what to expect, but i just hope i'll be good...
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Ruimin. 15 May. Dancer. The HongKong Academy for Performing Arts

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