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Thursday, November 29, 2007 // 9:29 PM

back from dance chalet.
didn't stay over today for class chalet ):

after we checked out today,
we went to wild wild wet to play!
now i'm suffering from serious sunburns
and its super painful
i think i'm gonna look dam weird when i wear leotard
cos there is my swimsuit mark haha.
oh man, i hate my sunburnt face and body.

but it was fun
even though there weren't many at the chalet
i still enjoyed myself with my friends!
we were so spontaneous about everything.
it started out a little boring
then after that time passed very quickly
it was fun walking in the rain cos we didn't have unbrellas
joey was still eating ice cream in the rain
so she is like eating icecream with rainwater hahah

watched movies together at night
and we bbq-ed a lot of food
but we still had like a lot of leftovers

argh i'm in pain!
i feel as if my face and my arms are burning
and i'm certain that they are gonna peel soon
then i'm gonna look so weird with peeling skin
and different skin tone.
its so irritating

i think it will be weird at TAT on sunday

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007 // 11:26 PM

today was nice.
went out with joey and limin for the last time
before we go overseas one after another
and we'll not be able to go out with each other often

me and joey sent limin off today at the airport.
it was kind of emotional for the three of us.
it feels weird, after spending so many days together,
all the laughter, we have to part.
i miss limin.
we were like cherishing every last moment before she goes in
and we started talking about a lot of things
enjoying our time together haha

we went to amk hub to watch enchanted today.
it was not bad.
every outing with them is fun
we spent quite some time in limin's house as well
it was hilarious, we played this funny uno game
and i kept getting a lot of cards.

i think ever since the three of us are in nafa,
we really got quite close to one another.
the classes and rehearsals there really bonded us
they really made classes at nafa interesting for me.
somehow, i wished there were nafa practices every week
then at least we'll get to spend time with each other haha
the three of us really had a lot of fun times together (:

hmm so i'm flying off next thursday with my mother
not really looking forward to it since i've been there before
but i'm fine lah, i can be in my own world, away from everything

dance chalet is tmr
in celebration of our gold with honours.
and i haven't packed finish
but i'll do it later
wonder if it'll be fun, but i know i get to see my dancemates!!
i just hope that everyone will enjoy themselves there

class chalet is tmr as well,
ahh i'll just go over every now and then.
haha okay i think i should continue packing now

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Monday, November 26, 2007 // 11:16 AM

i'm going to go for dance chalet meeting later on

i miss nafa
i miss the people, the fun, the laughter
i want lessons and rehearsals again!
i want to go out aft lessons with my friends!
it feels weird not needing to go to nafa for about 1+ months

went to din tai fung yesterday for dinner,
food was great
everything was fun

chalets are coming,
and i'm still not sure if we are going to stay in nicole's house tmr to prepare everything for dance chalet.
laoshi said she couldn't make it for the bbq,
cos she has lessons until 9pm for the week
finally being able to be together with the syf group again
although not all are going to be there
but well, times spent with dancers always make me happy
i really love my cca!

i want more dance practices!
i hope we'll be able to fool around during dance chalet
and not have too many restricitons

oh and joey is coming back today! (:

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Sunday, November 25, 2007 // 4:15 PM

today is my mother's birthday!!!!!

i'm home after nafa today
finally finish doing everything,
it took me and limin ages to figure the things out

but i am super super sad lah
i actually missed TAT's lesson
and i'm feeling all guilty and sad
i want to learn what the teacher taught today!!
ELIZABETH YOU BETTER TEACH ME ARH (:

i miss TAT

so today was my last lesson in nafa for this whole year!
haha it was a rather pleasant year
made many good friends in my class
i really like my class because everyone inside is just plain nice (:
despite the somewhat late lessons every friday,
everyone still managed to survive it for a year
and hopefully another year to come!

dance chalet is coming soon, so is class chalet
hope it'll be a blast!

wonder how rose and junyi are coping now
haven't gone out with them for a really really long time.

and where is elizabeth? she is like missing from my life these few days
where is our late night talks? haha
ohyah and ebird finally got her macbook!

i realised i'm going overseas in about 2 more weeks
haha i'm enjoying my holidays so far (:

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// 3:07 PM

i'm in zoulaoshi's office now with limin
and we are helping to type some stuffs
type until so headache lor

but yay we are printing out the last one already

okay now its done

so i'm suppose to leave now

and a teacher is coming in so i have to leave

bye!

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Friday, November 23, 2007 // 11:38 PM

today is the last day i'm helping out in nafa
had rehearsal after helping out today
and i miss the examiner! kinda surprised at myself
although me, jiajia and huimin are not really very very close to the examiner this year
but still, i miss her lah!
so sad i'm not helping out tmr cos i have rehearsal in the afternoon!

i feel so tired after all these
but the feeling is so nice!!!!
i stayed in nafa for like more than 12 hours these few days
i'm having some muscle aches, but i can manage
this is way better than before the o'levels lah,
i feel so relax when i go to nafa now hehehe
no need to think of studying for o'levels hah!

after the last dance group finish today,
we gave the examiner a farewell present
and took photos with her
she is super super friendly!!!!
whee so i had fun helping out this year as well (:
i'm want to do it again next year!!

rehearsal these few days were fine,
having a lot of fun with limin and joey after class
and i'm not staying over at joey's house today
because out of a sudden, her family is going to genting tmr
which means she will be missing dance prac tmr and the day aft
i think she is damn sad lah
JOEY I WILL MISS YOU AT DANCE OKAY!

me, limin and joey are like going overseas one after another,
so we have hardly any time to go out tgt again lah!
i really enjoyed these few days
it was funny and nice hehes

okay i think i should be going to sleep now
good night!

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Thursday, November 22, 2007 // 11:36 PM



its a group photo taken from the day of dance exam!
from left: limin, joey, me, shaole
haha the people whom i usually mix around with during dance classes

these few days have been interesting
had so much fun with limin and joey after nafa rehearsals
helping out was okay as usual
it a pity this week is going to end soon ):
but yay i'm still happy to be able to have some fun during the holiday!

i feel kind of tired,
going to sleep soon
and i'm going to joey's house to stayover tmr with limin
hope its fun ((:

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007 // 8:27 PM

ahhahah my dance exam is over!
thanks for all the well wishes
i really appreciate them (:

yea when i reached nafa i was actually quite early
got changed and started chatting my time away
then did warm ups and some last minute revision
and we got question B!! the one i wanted hahaha!

and my turn finally came
we went into the room
and when we come out we were all sweating quite a lot
its quite warm inside the room haha
i did one step wrongly
and i seriously felt like slapping myself then
it was so retarded
i am sure the examiner saw it, cos i caught her eye
and i ended up standing there smiling my way out of trouble
i so regret doing one step wrongly lor

haha so when it was over we went to eat and went back to nafa
to help key in some things into the computer
quite interesting hahhaa
got to know a lot of things hehes
had a fun time chatting inside the staffroom as well

then aft that joey suggested to go swimming
but we didn't have any swimming suit
then the three of us spontaneously agreed to swim in our nafa leotard!
it was super super funny
imagine swimming in leotard
somemore the colour so striking
but we had a lot of fun and i think people were staring at us like we were crazy

it was a fun day today
joey's family is so funny

haha tmr got nafa rehearsal
hope things will go well!
haven't done suiyueruge in a long time
oh man i miss doing suiyueruge with xinmin syf batch'07

tmr i'm going to watch a movie with limin and joey before rehearsal
hahha can't wait (:

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// 8:39 AM

so...i'm leaving the house soon
not really that excited compared to yesterday
i just hope that everything will go on smoothly
wonder what quesiton i will get..
i want question B!!
hahah but actually i'm pretty much fine with both questions

i can't really get to sleep,
so i woke up quite early
automatically without my alarm haha

oh man, i think i will start feeling scared when i reach there
but maybe not, okay i hope not.
well lets just hope i'm prepared for anything hhaha! (:

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Monday, November 19, 2007 // 6:33 PM

today was the first day of helping out at nafa.
the atmosphere was quite different from last year,
but more or less the same haha.
saw many people dancing,
quite impressed by some of them

the examiner is quite okay,
not that feirce, she is actually quite friendly (:

ahhh tmr is my turn!!!
i'm excited, yet nervous.
but still sort of looking forward haha

this whole week i'll be going back to nafa everyday
either to help out or to have rehearsals

saw our dear francine dancing
and don't worry francine, you'll definately pass!
well at least yours is over, i still have mine haha!!

i hope our class will do well (:

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Friday, November 16, 2007 // 10:34 AM

well yesterday was graduation night
and it was a pleasant evening

everyone look so pretty and handsome!
serious!
everything was great
the place, the food, the games
the people, the friends!

i will really miss xinmin a lot
its my second home!
haha

it was so sad that nicole lost her phone during grad night.
hope her mum doesn't scold her too much

so later is my open class at nafa
last lesson before dance exam next tuesday
and i didn't even practise or what lah
i think i'm so dead
i really really hope that everyone in my class will do well!
hopefully we will all get distinction hahaha!
then that will be great.

i'm kinda enjoying my life being so carefree now
its like there is nothing much to worry about,
except for the results next year,
but it isn't really within our control.

i miss all my friends ):
especially those who were really close to me during my stay in xinmin.

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Monday, November 12, 2007 // 6:03 PM

O'LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

yay!
its like finally lah!!!!!

who says that once the o'levels start it'll be over in a blink of an eye
because i seriously think that it took me a zillion years just to blink
time really seem to slow down when you are having your o levels.

on a happy note,
there's like so many fun things to do now!!
and no one is gonna stop me hahahaha!!!
hmm, i think i will visit xmcd one of these days
wonder how are they doing.

oh and this friday is open class
and next tuesday is dance exam!
i'm helping out during the exam week as well
to do registration, show the way and press music!
whee i had a fun time helping last year
so i hope this year will be as nice, or better!

and graduation night is this thursday
so fast!
i'm gonna graduate from xinmin secondary already
i'll really miss xinmin and everyone

AHH I'M JUST SO GLAD THAT THE O'LEVELS ARE OVER (:

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Saturday, November 10, 2007 // 5:46 PM

i'm having quite a lot of fun these few days hehes!
been much more relaxed compared to the last few weeks

can't wait for exams to be over!!!!!
just two more days only leh!!

i wish i had dance classes every single day!!

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Friday, November 09, 2007 // 11:59 PM

haha i'm in such a weird mood now.
glad. sad. scared. relief. happy. disappointed.
aiyo all sorts of feelings lah
what a weird day.

ahh i finally found out (i think) the reason to why she is treating me so coldly.
and i don't want her to get misunderstood lah!!!!
so i really look that uninterested?
NOO THAT'S NOT HOW I FEEL DE!!!!!
I AM INTERESTED!!!!
must i like smile so widely until you can't see my eyes to let you know that i appreciate all the things you've done for me?

oh man.. i'm so sorry ):

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007 // 6:26 PM

i'm so glad that the literature papers are over!!
its like a huge burden off me haha

yay the o'levels are going to be over soon!!
can't wait can't wait (:

but i'm still super scared of the results next year..
 

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Monday, November 05, 2007 // 10:30 AM

the long awaited literature papers are tmr!!
i'm so worried for it lah!
and almost everyone is playing already because they only left mcq papers
but me???
i still got 2 literature papers tmr leh!
but nevermind,
i shall jiayou jiayou!

oh and today was the social studies papers..
wow i studied 7 chapters and only 1 came out.
so wonderful...yah really full of 'wonders' arh.
okay but at least one came out..if not i'll just drop dead.

so anyway o'levels are going to be over
and i'm going to be free soon!!!
in about a week lah..haha
and i'm so excited for after the exams,
cos there are so many fun things waiting for me!!

but meanwhile...i don't want to regret after my exams..
so now don't think about playing yet haha
must continue to keep this momentum
and it'll be over soon (:

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Saturday, November 03, 2007 // 10:55 AM

finally two weeks of the exams are over
but next week will be my worst week
i just wish it'll be over in a blink of an eye!
ahh literature is just a few days away!!!
jiayou jiayou!! its gonna end very soon!!
i'm more than half way done with the o'levels (:



i've decided to take everything one step at a time
because my excitment always ends up in disappointment.
its just the feeling of being abandoned.
do you really think i'm not good enough?
do you really think that i won't be of much use?
maybe i just shouldn't care so much
because ultimately its my own life, my own happiness.

but zls, i still thank you for all the guidance
i wouldn't be here without you,
and i do hope i'll make you proud of me one day.

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