Sunday, June 24, 2007 // 11:46 PM
yes i know
blogging at this hour even though is school day tmr
well..i just feel so much at this moment
but i cant put it to words
this june holidays will filled with ups and downs.
camp was..*sighs*
i just absolutely love my last week of school holidays
i really hope that i can live my life like this you know.
its kind of absurb but i treat dancing more important than my studies
and i kind of hate myself for that.
but i mean,
even though this is the case
i am 100% sure that i will treat my o'levels very seriously
and of course fight till the end
this whole week was just filled with dance dance dance
and more dance
and ofcourse opera practise
and like out of a sudden i have to say a few lines for opera even though i'm just there for the backup dancers.
but i really really love dance and opera
i would really really love to just have chinese dance from morning till night
and i cant even imagine how yucky my life will be when i step down from chinese dance
i love the dance practises this week
laughing away with dance mates
enduring my aching like crazy body,especially my thighs
going to school early in the morning for dance practise and ending at evening
it just brightens me up so so much
i love next's week schedule as well because there are so many rehearsals
and i am really looking forward to saturday's performance
and there are just so many people around me
telling me that i shouldn't involve myself in dance anymore
because its my o'levels this year
but you dont understand
dance is different
once you lose touch with it for even a month,
its really quite difficult for things to be like before
and whats more,
dance is the thing that keeps me going
its what gives me the will to carry on studying and working hard for my o'levels
you know from all the studying and learning
dancing keeps my mind relax and ready for more infomation to be stored in my pathetic brain
i think i've learn to rely on dancing, to be part of what i must do
and if you take that away from me
i....just dont know anymore...
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Friday, June 15, 2007 // 5:38 PM
In my cousin's house in malaysia now
kind of bored cos there isnt really anyone at home except for my family
my cousins are in school because school already started for them here
there nothing much i can do now
i'm blogging cos i'm bored
hope we are going to play later when my cousins come back ahha
oh yea that reminds me
today is SL cmap right?
ahh well i can't go anyway
i shall go find something to do now
or just bore myself till the end of time
oh yes. i like my blog song (:
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Thursday, June 14, 2007 // 8:31 PM
hello rotting blog!
i just dont know what to blog about nowadays
hahaha
i'm leaving for malaysia tmr
and i will be back on sunday
celebrating father's day there hehe
aww man i have to survive the long rides in the car there
hmm...recently
i had been going for opera
for camp meetings
trying to do amaths
and practically nothing else
so boring!
but nonetheless
i love the opera trainings
i love dance camp meetings!
i can't wait for camp hehe
i have so many things to do
and my schedule is kind of pack
going to malaysia, hmt camp
dance camp, nafa rehearsals
but seriously, without dance
i won't even be able to survive through the school
homeworks, pressure and everything..
i hope that the dance camp will be a great one!!
hope that there will be great weather on that day!
and don't let anything go wrong!!
i miss my friends alot
i miss having lessons with my friends!!!
hmm, elizabeth and nathaniel went for retreat
i haven't had dance practise for two weeks already
i miss dance alot alot
camp hurry hurry come!
then i can dance
and have fun with dancemates!
its gonna be my last camp in chinese dance
love the annual dance camps
and the yunnan trip!
and i am looking very very forward to the 30th june performance
i get to perform with the lovely syf dancers!
and i get to perform opera haha
although opera is a last minute thing
because they needed some people to help
so i just went to help heheh
trainings are interesting though
had such a good laugh haha!!
ahh i just love to perform!
I WANT TO TAKE ALOT ALOT OF PICTURES DURING THAT NIGHT!!!
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Friday, June 01, 2007 // 5:09 PM
there goes another week of my life
hahah kinda fast right?
yet slow at the same time.
had lessons in school this week
the only good thing about that
is i get to be with my friends again (:
i can't wait for o'levels to be over!
but right now, i know i need to study
and people in my class already started revising for the o'levels
ahh well enough of that.
oh yea last friday i watch "cats" the musical
it was GREAT!
the singing was good
the acting was good
the dance was good
i enjoyed it hehes
and today my class watch a movie about history
and i couldn't watch it!
i want to watch!!!
its about the concentration camps and other stuffs
although i think i wouldn't bear to watch it.
ahh.
i miss dancing!
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