i'm sorry but i guess this post will be about dance.
somehow, i just felt like blogging it cos its the only thing thats going through my head at this point of time.

well, theres a happy side,
and a not so happy one
or maybe....i don't know

on the happy side,
TODAY'S CCA WAS EXTREMLY NICE!!!
those who didnt come missed out on alot lah
we learnt this new zhu3 he2
and it was SO SO SO NICE!!!
I LOVE IT ALOTT!!!
I LOVE IT MORE THAN DAI ZU WU,
SO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE IT RIGHT???
HHAHHA
but zou laoshi only taught us the first part
cos there wasnt any time left

and the music is super nice
its the theme song for "Dream of the red chamber"
and i fell in love with the zhu3 he2 immediately lah
i guess the other dancers also like this dance alot
its gu2 dian3 wu3
and i totally totally love love love the yun4 wei4 of this dance lah
cant wait to learn more,
but that will be like...
one month later?
so long lah....

ahh i really feel the passion for dance coming back in me
and i'm glad
i just want to dance and dance
and dance for the rest of my life.
ahh imagine that!
thinking about it alone is enough to make me smile
hehes

anyway we brought home our costume to wash today
i just love our costume!

hahah okay...
so well on the other hand.
maybe some people were not feeling very well in cca today
and it kinda affect me in a way... i guess
i mean, yah....i dont know lah..
its kind of confusing...just dont know alot of things
i hope leaving you guys alone was the right thing to do.

sometimes, i just need a break
and just dance every single minute of my life
( well dancing means a break for me )

but i can't.
yah its just reality lah
and i won't run away from it.

maybe i should just concentrate on the camp and ensure that it will be a good one.
this camp is very very important to me.
yup, that is what i will do.
so camp comm people,
lets make this a good one yah! (:

-------------

i think i haven't felt this way for quite some time.
on the way home today,
my heart was beating so fast
i was so anxious to get home
and i waited for the bus for like, forever

I GOT THE SYF DISC ALREADY!!!!
and i was like thinking about it the whole time!
hahahha
thanks to zou laoshi
she was the one who asked mrs ng for the disc
and me and kelly happened to be there
then we begged mrs ng to pass it to us
and she agreed leh!!!
hahaha whee!!

okay fine, i think everyone will get it tomorrow during cca
just that i got mine one day earlier?
haha
the first thing i did when i got home is to watch it disc (:

anyway went to have a look in the dance room today
and zou laoshi read the judges comments to me and kelly
both of us were so happy when we heard the comments lah!!
its like, we are so proud of ourselves.
the hard work, everything.

but most of them said that our costume revealed the stomach too much, woops
hahha
but some said our costume is nice!

as for the technique and the ganjue and everything
i shall not post here
because i dont want to spoil the surprise for the dancers.
all i can say is that we did a SUPERB job!
so xinmin syf dancers!
please listen carefully to the comments when it is read out hor hehes!!

FANTASTIC JOB XINMIN SYF DANCERS!! ((:

-------------

okay so i didnt blog for quite some time.
i had no idea what to write, thats why

but anyway these few days were kind of normal for me
my average life.
the weekends were kind of packed
went for the literaure seminar at the RELC on saturday
then all the lit students went for lunch together
it was miss chan's treat! haha
its kind of nice having only 8 students taking literature in the whole level right?

at night i went to watch a dance performance with my mum
elizabeth, and her mum
and we kept talking and talking the whole way lah..

but anyway after tuition yesterday,
met up with the camp comm people
and we planned the dance camp!!
it was fun doing the planning and i had a great laugh
and i want to continue planning it!
we are not done yet
but i'm looking forward to dance camp already (:
19 and 20 june just seems so far away

oh the syf disc is already here lah
but we are not allowed to have it..
because we have to wait until the camp
BUT I WANT THE DISC!!!!
this is like mental torture man

hahha okay so nothing that interesting happened in school today
but junyi is back from taiwan!!!
yayes! I MISSED YOU JUNYI (:
and thanks for all the food you bought hehes

i think sec 4 life is so boring

but anyway i'm having open class this friday
and my mum says she wants to come again
oh fine i shall just embaress myself again
since i'm so used to making a fool out of myself infront of the parents at every open class
i guess this time won't be much of a difference eh?
hahah

but...
i miss dancing alot!!

-------------

I FEEL SO SO LUCKY RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE.
thank you SO SO SO SO SO much to all who played a part in my marverllous SWEET SIXTEEN!
i really appreciate it so so so so much
and i dont know what i should say to express how thankful i am.
THANK YOU ALL MY LOVE ONES!

yesterday was fantastic!
totally love the celebration in the canteen
the double muffin smashing on my face!
the FROG! (ml tricked me)
all the superb birthday presents from everyone
the humiliating panties
and of course all the sweet presents that made me feel so loved by all my friends

THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY I EVER EVER HAD IN MY LIFE UP TILL NOW.

i am so lucky! hees.
thank you so much for the presents and cards that were so nicely done
so heartwarming! and yes it is definately SWEET enough for my sixteenth birthday

well sixteen sounds old
but if i could have friends like these when i am sixteen
I AM CONTENTED
i just want my life to remain like this forever because i'm loving my life now!!

junyi although you cant be here to share the joy with me.
i received your e-mail
and thank you so much.
cant wait for you to be back! (:

yes and not forgetting the suprise in my bedroom when i got home
seeing my room filled with balloons and nat jumping out shouting "I AM HERE!"
totally didnt expect you to come lah!!
elizabeth you tricked me x)

i love all the presents!!! the DANCE STUFFS
the PHOTO ALBUM AND BOUQUET THAT WANLING SPECIALLY MADE FOR ME!! ( i love you to bits darling!!)
ooo i will never forget every single one of you guys. serious!

i am so grateful
and i certainly hope that my sixteen year old life will remain as sweet!
i had a good start
and i hope things will go well in the future

yes i am old.
but i'm happy to be old.
i get totally tricked and bullied by everyone on my birthday
but i enjoyed it ALOT!

haha and i had cca today
FINALLY!
thank you to khui huay, rose, malvina,shi ting, valerie, audrey, yilu, nicole and limin
thanks for helping out to do zou laoshi's card
WE DID IT!
BECAUSE SHE LOVE IT!!! HAHAHHAHA
i didn't expect it to turn out that nice.
and she says she is going to put the card on her office table in nafa. yay!

wow cca was nice today
although we didnt dance seriously for more than 15 mins
hahaha
the rest was spent on talking
and fooling around
but yes i had fun!!!!
oh yah i got the group photos we took together as XMCD on the syf day!!!
whee!! miss syf alot alot

finally,
i'm starting to feel my passion for dance again.
i guess it was because i didnt really get in touch with it for a long time
i just need more time to dance!
i want more lessons (:

well actually,
considering everyone around me now
and all thats happened to me

I HAVE A LIFE!
AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS, ALOT!!!! <33

-------------

school today was BORING!!

its like a total waste of time
had chinese lesson the whole day!
and we kept doing work
so irritating lah.
keep giving and giving

and tomorrow is gonna be the same
oh man i'm dreading it
i rather have normal lessons
and maths homework

hahha
so after class i went home straight away
and THANK YOU ROSE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO THE BUS STOP!!
hahhaha if not i will be bored to death.

haiyo
i have no life man

-------------

okay fine i'm sick again.
which isn't very good
cos its the second time this year!
but i hope i dont lose my voice again
i've been sneezing all day

so that explains why i stayed at home the whole day today again.
and i spent half of the day sleeping
hahah

its mother's day today
and my mum is not at home for almost the whole day
so we didn't go out or anything.

nothing much is happening lately
and i am BORED
yes i am bored, nothing to do nowadays
and when we get back to school tomorrow
i forsee our days will be piled up with papers and homeworks again
and everyone will be busy doing homework,
studying for tests
preparing for exams

all over again

i wished i never had to step down from cca
then at least there will be at least something for me to look forward to every week
and school wont be so boring.

oh yah chinese dance is performing at the drama theatre
in the national library.
30 june
together with chinese opera
so PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US
cos we will be performing our syf dance
whee!!

and yes IT WILL BE NICE (:

-------------

okay i'm back from a concert
and it was nice

i saw so many people there
alot of people from TAT
from DES
saw alot of my previous dance teachers
but didn't go up to say hi.
haha cos i didn't want them to see me =x

so anyway the concert is performed by kids aged 9-11 years old
they are from china, gui4 zhou1
they very cute when they dance

oh yah! i packed my room today!
its SO much cleaner le
and i filed all my worksheets
hahah yup so my whole afternoon was gone just like that
then at night i just went to the concert with my mum
at raffles theatre

junyi is in taiwan ):
junyi you better miss me haha

rose is not feeling very well):
i'm so sorry

and elizabeth made me type this in my blog,
she wants me to say
" elizabeth has something interesting to show me, i wonder what it is"

okay that was so not needed
hahah

anyway
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

-------------

yes lit and physics paper today was definately a killer!!

hahah YAY EXAMS ARE OVER!!
but i dread the results
heard form mrs lim that A.maths is BAD!
aiyoh..

yup so after school today
went for lunch with rose, junyi, yuting and jasmine
it was fun!
and we rented movies and went to watch it at yuting's house
everytime i'm with them i watch rented movies hahaha
but we had fun!

and i went to nafa after that.
aiyah we didn't do dai zu wu lah
i think i dont care le..
kept looking forward to it..
but got disappointed everytime.
so i shall not care anymore.

junyi is leaving for taiwan tomorrow.
MARIAH I AM SO GOING TO MISS YOU!!!!
please come back soon hor!!
school without you wont be the same!
and if you are bored there,
JUST THINK OF ME (:
hahahs

yup so tmr i shall stay at home and SLACK!
wheee
dont have to study tomorrow
yay!
okay lah..but i must pack up my room
and all the papers on my table
my room like rubbish like that
so messy.
so i think i shall just stay at home and pack up everything

but at the same time,
i'm going to spend this weekend at home,
and accompany my mother.
because mother's day is on sunday
and i shall be a good little girl and stay at home (:

i'm looking forward to CCA next week!!
i'm looking forward to having fun with the dance-mates again
and go crazy hahaha
YAY CCA HURRY UP COME!!!!

-------------

its late and i'm not sleeping
and i have totally no confidence for my literature paper tmr
i am going to die on the spot.
yucks

but hey on the bright side
tmr is the last day of exams
hooray!
okay yah haha and we may be going out together to slack after that.

oh that reminds me
i have nafa tmr
and i have a feeling we are going to do dai3 zu2 wu3
*smiles*

-------------

ahh yes
maths paper was not good today
i hope my paper one will pull me up *crosses fingers*
but i shall not think about it
cos theres LITERATURE on friday!
ahh i have a feeling i'm gonna drop dead

friday shall be a good day

next tuesday shall be a better day! (:

i must stay optimistic
like how i was telling junyi today
cos its kinda of tiring feeling so bad everyday
haha

i'm so looking forward to this saturday!!!!

and ofcourse next wednesday...
why?
BECAUSE THERE IS CCA!!!!!!!!!
wheeee
like after how long
almost a month!!

and suddenly..
i miss chinese opera
those days when we trained for ye ying
chinese opera training is so different now..
the feeling is not there anymore
i love the denmark cast!
and ofcourse the teachers too.

no matter how cai bo shi tries to demoralise me
i still respect and like him alot
because he does it......for your own good
haha sounds cliche but, its a fact

ahh i'm missing so many things now.
hope exams will fly past soon enough
and i can finally dance again!

-------------

surprise surprise
i'm here blogging although the exams aren't over yet
i know i shouldn't be.
but...its okay haha

well there are many things going through my head now
and i just don't know if i'm happy
or sad
or feeling like....i dunno?

its just that the days are passing by so normally,
with exams everyday
and its like SO BORING!!
i have no life man..

exams so far are not good for me..
i didnt finish so many of my papers
yes i am a slow worker
and higher chinese was a killer.

i just hope for the best.

okay,
i think i hate my life now.

nothing is going well for me.
as much as i try to stay optimistic
you know the problems are still there
and you just have to face it.

dance these few weeks were terrible
and sometimes i just get fustrated with myself
but the more i get fustrated,
the worse i become.
but seriously, i'm deproving day by day

i wish i had dance lessons everyday
life without them are terrible
i dont think i will survive my open class
which is coming very soon.

and i cant celebrate my birthday with my friends ):

i want exams to be over
i want to dance every single day
i want to dance with my friends
i miss trainings
i want syf to come back.

i want to dance and forget everything just for that moment.

life is totally meaningless without it
and i know i still have opportunies to dance now..
but its not enough.

theres so many things troubling me
and sometimes...i just dont know how to react.

i just want to feel the music,
and move to it once again.

-------------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNYI!
YOUR SWEET SIXTEEN(:

haven't blog for ages.
i will blog again after the exams
one more week!
haha


我很想跳舞
但是，为什么
我会心不在焉呢？

-------------

i'm sorry but i guess this post will be about dance.
somehow, i just felt like blogging it cos its the only thing thats going through my head at this point of time.

well, theres a happy side,
and a not so happy one
or maybe....i don't know

on the happy side,
TODAY'S CCA WAS EXTREMLY NICE!!!
those who didnt come missed out on alot lah
we learnt this new zhu3 he2
and it was SO SO SO NICE!!!
I LOVE IT ALOTT!!!
I LOVE IT MORE THAN DAI ZU WU,
SO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE IT RIGHT???
HHAHHA
but zou laoshi only taught us the first part
cos there wasnt any time left

and the music is super nice
its the theme song for "Dream of the red chamber"
and i fell in love with the zhu3 he2 immediately lah
i guess the other dancers also like this dance alot
its gu2 dian3 wu3
and i totally totally love love love the yun4 wei4 of this dance lah
cant wait to learn more,
but that will be like...
one month later?
so long lah....

ahh i really feel the passion for dance coming back in me
and i'm glad
i just want to dance and dance
and dance for the rest of my life.
ahh imagine that!
thinking about it alone is enough to make me smile
hehes

anyway we brought home our costume to wash today
i just love our costume!

hahah okay...
so well on the other hand.
maybe some people were not feeling very well in cca today
and it kinda affect me in a way... i guess
i mean, yah....i dont know lah..
its kind of confusing...just dont know alot of things
i hope leaving you guys alone was the right thing to do.

sometimes, i just need a break
and just dance every single minute of my life
( well dancing means a break for me )

but i can't.
yah its just reality lah
and i won't run away from it.

maybe i should just concentrate on the camp and ensure that it will be a good one.
this camp is very very important to me.
yup, that is what i will do.
so camp comm people,
lets make this a good one yah! (:
-------------

i think i haven't felt this way for quite some time.
on the way home today,
my heart was beating so fast
i was so anxious to get home
and i waited for the bus for like, forever

I GOT THE SYF DISC ALREADY!!!!
and i was like thinking about it the whole time!
hahahha
thanks to zou laoshi
she was the one who asked mrs ng for the disc
and me and kelly happened to be there
then we begged mrs ng to pass it to us
and she agreed leh!!!
hahaha whee!!

okay fine, i think everyone will get it tomorrow during cca
just that i got mine one day earlier?
haha
the first thing i did when i got home is to watch it disc (:

anyway went to have a look in the dance room today
and zou laoshi read the judges comments to me and kelly
both of us were so happy when we heard the comments lah!!
its like, we are so proud of ourselves.
the hard work, everything.

but most of them said that our costume revealed the stomach too much, woops
hahha
but some said our costume is nice!

as for the technique and the ganjue and everything
i shall not post here
because i dont want to spoil the surprise for the dancers.
all i can say is that we did a SUPERB job!
so xinmin syf dancers!
please listen carefully to the comments when it is read out hor hehes!!

FANTASTIC JOB XINMIN SYF DANCERS!! ((:
-------------

okay so i didnt blog for quite some time.
i had no idea what to write, thats why

but anyway these few days were kind of normal for me
my average life.
the weekends were kind of packed
went for the literaure seminar at the RELC on saturday
then all the lit students went for lunch together
it was miss chan's treat! haha
its kind of nice having only 8 students taking literature in the whole level right?

at night i went to watch a dance performance with my mum
elizabeth, and her mum
and we kept talking and talking the whole way lah..

but anyway after tuition yesterday,
met up with the camp comm people
and we planned the dance camp!!
it was fun doing the planning and i had a great laugh
and i want to continue planning it!
we are not done yet
but i'm looking forward to dance camp already (:
19 and 20 june just seems so far away

oh the syf disc is already here lah
but we are not allowed to have it..
because we have to wait until the camp
BUT I WANT THE DISC!!!!
this is like mental torture man

hahha okay so nothing that interesting happened in school today
but junyi is back from taiwan!!!
yayes! I MISSED YOU JUNYI (:
and thanks for all the food you bought hehes

i think sec 4 life is so boring

but anyway i'm having open class this friday
and my mum says she wants to come again
oh fine i shall just embaress myself again
since i'm so used to making a fool out of myself infront of the parents at every open class
i guess this time won't be much of a difference eh?
hahah

but...
i miss dancing alot!!
-------------

I FEEL SO SO LUCKY RIGHT NOW IN MY LIFE.
thank you SO SO SO SO SO much to all who played a part in my marverllous SWEET SIXTEEN!
i really appreciate it so so so so much
and i dont know what i should say to express how thankful i am.
THANK YOU ALL MY LOVE ONES!

yesterday was fantastic!
totally love the celebration in the canteen
the double muffin smashing on my face!
the FROG! (ml tricked me)
all the superb birthday presents from everyone
the humiliating panties
and of course all the sweet presents that made me feel so loved by all my friends

THIS IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY I EVER EVER HAD IN MY LIFE UP TILL NOW.

i am so lucky! hees.
thank you so much for the presents and cards that were so nicely done
so heartwarming! and yes it is definately SWEET enough for my sixteenth birthday

well sixteen sounds old
but if i could have friends like these when i am sixteen
I AM CONTENTED
i just want my life to remain like this forever because i'm loving my life now!!

junyi although you cant be here to share the joy with me.
i received your e-mail
and thank you so much.
cant wait for you to be back! (:

yes and not forgetting the suprise in my bedroom when i got home
seeing my room filled with balloons and nat jumping out shouting "I AM HERE!"
totally didnt expect you to come lah!!
elizabeth you tricked me x)

i love all the presents!!! the DANCE STUFFS
the PHOTO ALBUM AND BOUQUET THAT WANLING SPECIALLY MADE FOR ME!! ( i love you to bits darling!!)
ooo i will never forget every single one of you guys. serious!

i am so grateful
and i certainly hope that my sixteen year old life will remain as sweet!
i had a good start
and i hope things will go well in the future

yes i am old.
but i'm happy to be old.
i get totally tricked and bullied by everyone on my birthday
but i enjoyed it ALOT!

haha and i had cca today
FINALLY!
thank you to khui huay, rose, malvina,shi ting, valerie, audrey, yilu, nicole and limin
thanks for helping out to do zou laoshi's card
WE DID IT!
BECAUSE SHE LOVE IT!!! HAHAHHAHA
i didn't expect it to turn out that nice.
and she says she is going to put the card on her office table in nafa. yay!

wow cca was nice today
although we didnt dance seriously for more than 15 mins
hahaha
the rest was spent on talking
and fooling around
but yes i had fun!!!!
oh yah i got the group photos we took together as XMCD on the syf day!!!
whee!! miss syf alot alot

finally,
i'm starting to feel my passion for dance again.
i guess it was because i didnt really get in touch with it for a long time
i just need more time to dance!
i want more lessons (:

well actually,
considering everyone around me now
and all thats happened to me

I HAVE A LIFE!
AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS, ALOT!!!! <33
-------------

school today was BORING!!

its like a total waste of time
had chinese lesson the whole day!
and we kept doing work
so irritating lah.
keep giving and giving

and tomorrow is gonna be the same
oh man i'm dreading it
i rather have normal lessons
and maths homework

hahha
so after class i went home straight away
and THANK YOU ROSE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO THE BUS STOP!!
hahhaha if not i will be bored to death.

haiyo
i have no life man
-------------

okay fine i'm sick again.
which isn't very good
cos its the second time this year!
but i hope i dont lose my voice again
i've been sneezing all day

so that explains why i stayed at home the whole day today again.
and i spent half of the day sleeping
hahah

its mother's day today
and my mum is not at home for almost the whole day
so we didn't go out or anything.

nothing much is happening lately
and i am BORED
yes i am bored, nothing to do nowadays
and when we get back to school tomorrow
i forsee our days will be piled up with papers and homeworks again
and everyone will be busy doing homework,
studying for tests
preparing for exams

all over again

i wished i never had to step down from cca
then at least there will be at least something for me to look forward to every week
and school wont be so boring.

oh yah chinese dance is performing at the drama theatre
in the national library.
30 june
together with chinese opera
so PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US
cos we will be performing our syf dance
whee!!

and yes IT WILL BE NICE (:
-------------

okay i'm back from a concert
and it was nice

i saw so many people there
alot of people from TAT
from DES
saw alot of my previous dance teachers
but didn't go up to say hi.
haha cos i didn't want them to see me =x

so anyway the concert is performed by kids aged 9-11 years old
they are from china, gui4 zhou1
they very cute when they dance

oh yah! i packed my room today!
its SO much cleaner le
and i filed all my worksheets
hahah yup so my whole afternoon was gone just like that
then at night i just went to the concert with my mum
at raffles theatre

junyi is in taiwan ):
junyi you better miss me haha

rose is not feeling very well):
i'm so sorry

and elizabeth made me type this in my blog,
she wants me to say
" elizabeth has something interesting to show me, i wonder what it is"

okay that was so not needed
hahah

anyway
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
-------------

yes lit and physics paper today was definately a killer!!

hahah YAY EXAMS ARE OVER!!
but i dread the results
heard form mrs lim that A.maths is BAD!
aiyoh..

yup so after school today
went for lunch with rose, junyi, yuting and jasmine
it was fun!
and we rented movies and went to watch it at yuting's house
everytime i'm with them i watch rented movies hahaha
but we had fun!

and i went to nafa after that.
aiyah we didn't do dai zu wu lah
i think i dont care le..
kept looking forward to it..
but got disappointed everytime.
so i shall not care anymore.

junyi is leaving for taiwan tomorrow.
MARIAH I AM SO GOING TO MISS YOU!!!!
please come back soon hor!!
school without you wont be the same!
and if you are bored there,
JUST THINK OF ME (:
hahahs

yup so tmr i shall stay at home and SLACK!
wheee
dont have to study tomorrow
yay!
okay lah..but i must pack up my room
and all the papers on my table
my room like rubbish like that
so messy.
so i think i shall just stay at home and pack up everything

but at the same time,
i'm going to spend this weekend at home,
and accompany my mother.
because mother's day is on sunday
and i shall be a good little girl and stay at home (:

i'm looking forward to CCA next week!!
i'm looking forward to having fun with the dance-mates again
and go crazy hahaha
YAY CCA HURRY UP COME!!!!
-------------

its late and i'm not sleeping
and i have totally no confidence for my literature paper tmr
i am going to die on the spot.
yucks

but hey on the bright side
tmr is the last day of exams
hooray!
okay yah haha and we may be going out together to slack after that.

oh that reminds me
i have nafa tmr
and i have a feeling we are going to do dai3 zu2 wu3
*smiles*
-------------

ahh yes
maths paper was not good today
i hope my paper one will pull me up *crosses fingers*
but i shall not think about it
cos theres LITERATURE on friday!
ahh i have a feeling i'm gonna drop dead

friday shall be a good day

next tuesday shall be a better day! (:

i must stay optimistic
like how i was telling junyi today
cos its kinda of tiring feeling so bad everyday
haha

i'm so looking forward to this saturday!!!!

and ofcourse next wednesday...
why?
BECAUSE THERE IS CCA!!!!!!!!!
wheeee
like after how long
almost a month!!

and suddenly..
i miss chinese opera
those days when we trained for ye ying
chinese opera training is so different now..
the feeling is not there anymore
i love the denmark cast!
and ofcourse the teachers too.

no matter how cai bo shi tries to demoralise me
i still respect and like him alot
because he does it......for your own good
haha sounds cliche but, its a fact

ahh i'm missing so many things now.
hope exams will fly past soon enough
and i can finally dance again!
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surprise surprise
i'm here blogging although the exams aren't over yet
i know i shouldn't be.
but...its okay haha

well there are many things going through my head now
and i just don't know if i'm happy
or sad
or feeling like....i dunno?

its just that the days are passing by so normally,
with exams everyday
and its like SO BORING!!
i have no life man..

exams so far are not good for me..
i didnt finish so many of my papers
yes i am a slow worker
and higher chinese was a killer.

i just hope for the best.

okay,
i think i hate my life now.

nothing is going well for me.
as much as i try to stay optimistic
you know the problems are still there
and you just have to face it.

dance these few weeks were terrible
and sometimes i just get fustrated with myself
but the more i get fustrated,
the worse i become.
but seriously, i'm deproving day by day

i wish i had dance lessons everyday
life without them are terrible
i dont think i will survive my open class
which is coming very soon.

and i cant celebrate my birthday with my friends ):

i want exams to be over
i want to dance every single day
i want to dance with my friends
i miss trainings
i want syf to come back.

i want to dance and forget everything just for that moment.

life is totally meaningless without it
and i know i still have opportunies to dance now..
but its not enough.

theres so many things troubling me
and sometimes...i just dont know how to react.

i just want to feel the music,
and move to it once again.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNYI!
YOUR SWEET SIXTEEN(:

haven't blog for ages.
i will blog again after the exams
one more week!
haha


我很想跳舞
但是，为什么
我会心不在焉呢？



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Ruimin. 15 May. Dancer. The HongKong Academy for Performing Arts

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