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Wednesday, January 31, 2007 // 9:16 PM

well finally our tests for this week is over
phew.



hmm there's nothing much to blog about today
so lets talk about cca!
i know some of you are not really interested in my posts about cca
but yah i like blogging about them (:
haha after school we stayed in class to help with class deco
then went straight for cca



well i found out smth today
wan shi ting reads my blog!
wah i was kinda shock
cos my blog is so low-profile
besides there is only the minorty who bothers to read it
and alanna reads my blog too i guess ( judging that she tags my tagboard )
haha thank you very much
it kinda make me happier when i blog
hehes



i can see that people are putting in more effort now
keep it up! because i know we can do it
as long as we work together as a team
and keep our spirit ever so high
i really believe that we will shine on stage!
we will improve
and hopefully outshine the others at the syf
its difficult i know
but who says its impossible?
we will work towards that, i know we are capable of achieving it



actually you know when laoshi always ask us to do the whole dance again
i do like it
but at the same time
i'm really scared
so afraid that i will under-perform and disappoint everyone
sometimes i tell myself not to be afraid
because i know these feelings will affect me
but somehow, its there
i dont think i ever felt so scared about anything before
it proberbly shows how important it is to me



as we all know
rehearsal is only one week away
which leaves us with only two more dance practice
its little, but within that period of time
i really hope we will all improve and be ready for the rehearsal
we are running out of time
if everyone could just put in more effort
and just perservere until the very end
we really really can do it!
this is the final lap of our race
don't ever forget what we've been through
as a dance troupe
as the syf dancers
as a team!



keep on learning, keep on trying
don't ever give up
if you've face a difficulty with any movements
remember
always practice practice practice
it really helps!
have more faith in yourself
and dont be afraid of trying
feel the dance, love the dance
and we will be great
because we have put in SO MUCH EFFORT
it will all be worth it!



i know it will (:

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007 // 7:57 PM

well i'm here again
although i dont have many blog readers
its always those few
but nevermind i still appreciate them alot
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO READ MY BLOG! (:



had social studies test today
and theres history test tmr
aiyoh so many tests!! argh
but i shall jian chi xia qu
hehes



well lets talk about cca today,
although i think many of you wont be interested
but i shall blog about it anyway
hmm i guess little came at 3.30
so we started kind of late
haha but its alright lah
cos some of them really tried their best to make it on time



anyway i just want to let the syf dancers know
that we should not disappoint zou laoshi
because i can really really feel the effort that she puts in for us
i'm not sure if you guys sense it
but i can, and to say the truth
i'm touched by her (touch as in gan3 dong4, dont think the other way hor)



i thought there was improvement today
and thats good
THANKS EVERYONE FOR CO-OPERATING!
i really wished we could lighten zou laoshi's load
do you know how lucky we are to have her as a teacher?
she is like the best dance teacher you can ever get
we should cherish her
and make her feel proud of us!



actually i dont think many syf dancers will read my blog,
other than nicole, joey and limin
haha but nevertheless
i shall still type what i want to type



oh yah and today, as said by laoshi
(translated to english)
" we practise for so long, today that movement was finally a success!"
haha yes thank you to all because it will never succeed if not for everyone playing their role in the pyrimad
GOOD JOB!
this is certainly a sign of teamwork!
i hope we will continue to succeed in the practises to come.



jiayou everyone and NEVER EVER GIVE UP!
LETS ALL PERSEVERE THROUGH THIS TOGETHER!
ALL THE BEST!

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Monday, January 29, 2007 // 8:10 PM

well today was not actually considered a good school day



literature test was kind of alright
although i dont know what i'm writing is what is wanted or not
but ah well thats over.
anyway we had our maths test back and i didnt do well lah ):
i was kind of expecting better marks
aiyah but whats done is done
i just have to do better next time



you know sometimes its not that we want to sit at the back of the class
we know we are short
we know at the back of the class is not the right place for us to sit
but you know sometimes its not up to us to make the decision
we dont want to sit at the back either
we did voice it out
we did try to change our seats on the very first day of school
but we weren't allowed
so does the blame come to us that we are sitting there now?
we really had no choice.



And i know that studies are important,
i never said it wasn't



today we stayed in class for physics practical
and i'm kind of looking forward to next week's hands on at the lab
hehes



i hope junyi is not feeling so down anymore
cheer up (:



today had cca and i really think we danced like..
so lousy??
haha we should never perform this dance lah
so little time
and everything so rush
but i guess we will just swallow it and perservere till the performance
jiayou to the eight of us!!



there is SS test tmr
and history test on wed
haiyo...tests in a row



and munling i hope tmr it will turn out fine
haha
i think i will try to blog more often
because i kind of enjoy doing it
but i dont think it will last lah..
since i always say want blog but in the end leave it to rot
haha
anyway i shall stop here
tmr is going to be a LONG day
all the best!



toodles!

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Sunday, January 28, 2007 // 4:41 PM

blogging for four days in a row (x
what an achievement for me



went munling house aft tuition today
we finished our homeworks
and studied for literature, sort of
haha



anyway elizabeth
i'm fine with anything that you want
just tell me the day, date and place
and i will go with you (:
thank you!



so tmr is the start of a new week(as usual)
and we will all be going to school
and doing the same thing
over and over again
oh and we are have physics practical tmr
hope it will be fun doing all the experiments (:



i must really work hard this year!
i dont want to disapoint myself again
cherish the free periods in school
and try to catch up with the class.
okay shall stop here
bye!

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Saturday, January 27, 2007 // 4:27 PM

today morning i went for tuition with munling
and i really enjoyed tuition!!
our teacher is mr ng
he is handsome!!
and he is funny too (:



i was worried that i wont be able to catch up
but mr ng teaches at a pace that i can cope with
and he is so nice lah!
he always encourage you
and he very xi xin
he makes it a point to remember everyone's name too
he is SUCH a gentlemen!!



after tuition went to cp with munling
had lunch then talk talk talk
went to walk around then went home
tmr i'm going to tuition again with munling
cos mr ng says we can join in tmr's class if we want
and i think i need it hahah



the weekend is going to end so fast
its always like that
then we will have to go through the whole week again
going to study for literature test with munling tmr
at her house aft tuition



i'm practically staying back everyday
monday. cca
tuesday. cca
wednesday. cca
thursday. opera
friday. nafa at night
kinda like my schedule (:



there is a saying,
"Dance isn't a form, it's a way of life."



i totally agree (:

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Friday, January 26, 2007 // 11:34 PM

i'm going for tuition tmr with munling
like finally i have A.maths tuition
cos i think i will die if i continue like that



had nafa today
after class me, joey and limin
waited for everyone to leave the dance room
then....WE CHANGED INSIDE THE ROOM!
wah first time,
then laoshi was like
' ni men yao zai zhe li huan arh?'
haha



okay fine, that was so random
anyway i have loads of tests next week!!
aww man i think i will die
but luckily history test is open book(:



i think i'm thinking alot these few days
and i realised alot of things
its what happens when you are too bored
and you start to think and think and think
aiyoh..
but its kinda good lah
lets me have a clearer idea of whats happening to me



january is coming to an end
so fast right?
its like only yesterday i had my first day of school



i'm kinda feeling a little sad now
because the thought of syf coming to an end
and then, i will be stepping down
how i wish i could just continue till the end of the year
very she bu de leh



i feel so lousy in technique
why cant i just be like the others in my class?
like all of them are so pro in technique
i'm not that good and i know it
i really wished i was better
i'm really trying
but sometimes you know trying is not enough
i really love dance alot
really

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Thursday, January 25, 2007 // 5:07 PM

long time since i've blog
i know ive not been blogging regularly..woops
been so busy
with everything thats happening in school
i feel so tired everyday
but i have my friends to cheer me up everytime!
THANKS ALOT!!



anyway dance yesterday was kind of...?
i dont know
laoshi is feeling so sick
kinda feel bad to see her so xin ku
and we all still create so much trouble for her
there's four more training to rehearsal!!
must work extra harder already!!



today i didnt go for opera
cos later i'm going out with my family for dinner
wonder what are they doing now
i'm sure i missed out on all the fun


school has been so busy busy busy
i can feel the stress level there already
and i'm kinda afraid of the o'level chinese results on 5 feb
hope i will do okay



and nicole, please do not feel sad anymore
because we are all cheering behind you
we all believe you can do it
all you need is to have more faith in yourself
and ofcourse always practise practise practise
dont ever give up!!



one last thing,
ALL SYF DANCERS PLEASE REFER TO THE DANCE BOARD
THANK YOU (:

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007 // 9:46 PM

lessons are so packed
there are so many lessons this year
and we have to change class for so many lesson
like how many lesson do we actually have as a class?



anyway today after recess something really bad happen
and i'm kinda irritated by it
because i seriously think its not my fault that you had to scold me liddat
but oh well
what can i do?



had dance today
and WE FINALLY HAVE MIRRORS IN OUR DANCE ROOM
like after how long???
although its half-done
but its a progress anyway
no barres yet.
hmms so i still have that feeling in me
i'm just not good enough
its so demoralising
but you know what?
i really will work hard and prove myself
but i really need so much help and encouragement
theres just SO MUCH competition
in school and in nafa



life everyday in school is so busy
filled with activities after school
but i love them
because they make me feel happy
not everyday stay at home and think only about studies



oh yah we are going to have our rehearsal at nus really soon
and i hope everything will turn out alright
to all xms syf dancers : i hope all of you really enjoy all our trainings and think of it as something you love. Perservere and always ask if you need help. We really must work together and not let all our efforts go down the drain. Remember our goal- gold with honours! i'm sure all our puddles of sweat in the dance room is worth that honours and always do your best during trainings because laoshi really really put in alot of effort in us and we must show her that its all worth it! I think that everyone in syf are great dancers and we really must be engross in the dance. Dont always think that it is tiring, yes i agree its tiring but i'm sure you guys can see what we all can come out with. Isn't it magical? All of us have so much potential waiting to be unleash, we can so totally get that honours. Get it with our efforts, get it because we want it. Everytime we do the whole dance again, treat it as if we are performing for the judges. Dont forget all the strenous dance training we've been through, we have only three weeks before the final rehearsal. We have to work very very hard and i believe we all can do it and we will do it. So lets work together and make people go "WOW" at us! JIAYOU!!



i like our costume (:

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Saturday, January 13, 2007 // 12:27 PM

okays i'm finally blogging again



these two weeks were so busy for me
had so many things to do and so little time
but i sort of enjoyed myself
because i get to be with my friends in school again!
hahah
lessons were yucky because i dont understand most of them
argh how to survive???



anyway today is my dad's birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!



hmm i guess things aren't working out really well with me nowadays
so many problems
and i think i deprove in dance alot!
which is so sad lah
hais cant really concentrate during training
i dont like this feeling man
i really really hope things will turn out for the better



anyway i am happy for xms dance
because i think we improve super lot for syf dance
and thats super good!!!
seeing everyone putting in so much effort during practise
really makes me feel better (:
even people who didnt do so well for dance last time
now they have improve so much that i think they are worthy to be in syf!
really really want that gold with honours!!
thank you to everyone for taking this competition so seriously
we must work together and dont let ourselves down!
but most importantly
zou laoshi is such a great teacher!!!!!!!
and i mean it!



ytd during nafa
me, jia jia and huimin received presents from zhang qin laoshi!
she sent us presents all the way from beijing leh!!
i'm SO TOUCHED!!
hehes its a mascot for the beijing olympics 2008
she actually remembered us (:



oh yah and all the best to junyi, nelson, andrea and mingting
for the arena!
do xinmin proud and do yourself proud!
jiayou and all they way!!
hope xinmin wins!

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