i'm in the com lab now waiting for contemp to start 30 mins later.
hope we'll do fun stuffs for class later hahah, may contemp this semester be full of nice contempish movemements.

just had technique class in the morning and elizabeth watched class cos she is having a really bad flu.
haha i think it is good that once in a while people sit class cos you can see how your classmates are actually doing and you can give some feedbacks from a friend's point of view.

omg we learnt this really fast turns zhu he and some li4 zhu he thing.
i cannot catch up lah, its too fast and i haven't even prepare yet have to do pirouettes liao.
SO KANCHIONG LOR! dance like auntie like that.
how to do this for exam you tell me.

anyway yesterday night i went to watch zheng yuan chang in the stage drama.
it was such a loooooong performance sia, halfway through i was like..is this ever gonna end..
but towards the end it was okay lah. I think that the whole drama is actually very well-acted and professional, it is just me who wasn't paying attention at some parts so i didn't really get into the whole play.
it ended really late and i reach home late too, so i'm quite sleepy today :(

at least today is friday and there isn't school during the weekend! hehehe.

elizabeth is using the com beside me and she is smiling to herself for no reason.
SHE IS ADDICTED TO "AUTHMN'S CONCERTO". LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY ADDICTED LOR.

and she is ignoring me all the time cos all she can think about is her drama HAHAHAH.
okay i shall not be mean.
i still love her :D

omg there is shen yun and rep and rehearsal later too!
all of them are the classes that i'm scared of. HOPE I DON'T DIE IN SHEN YUN PLEASEEEEEEE.

okay must keep on going,
today is the last school day of the week.
MUST HANG IN THERE LI RUIMIN! :D

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this morning elizabeth told me that its the middle of the 4th week already.
for a moment i thought that time would pass quite fast, but then i thought for a while and i realised that that is not even half of the time left before we go back.
So we aren't even half way there....

class today was quite tiring in the morning, we had our first technique skills class with CC and it was just really tiring to keep having to shou1 this and that and stop forcing me to force my turn out lah, i have really bad turn out okay and i'm already working on it, i just don't want to force it anymore cos i can feel my knees are going to die on me soon.

technique skills and chinese technique felt like two chinese technique class today, when we were doing barre at chinese technique i was already quite sianned that we have to do plies and tendus again.

i'm so weak i can't find my back. and how to do the xiong1 yao1 thing on the floor??!? its so difficult cos i can't feel which strength i should use lah. and everyone seem to be doing it effortlessly.

had chinese folk after that. hua1 gu3 deng1 can be quite fun to do sometimes, but i think i cannot get the feng1 bai 2 liu3 dong4 lv4 properly. someone teach me please!!!!!!!!!

composition class was a talk+video by graeme hahaha..i'm so thankful that we get to sit down and listen to people talk and watch video. at least we don't have to do all the weird head-tail cross-lateral etc. things.

there is choreographic showing next tues and wed and i am SO NOT PREPARED LAH.
i don't want to disappoint my choreographers :(
there are so many steps to remember and i feel that i can't do them properly, especially mak's piece. I'm just not that good lah, and i wonder how arthur is able to manipulate the handkerchief and do all the cool stuffs.

i feel so bad because i cannot do so many of them and it really restricts him from choreographing movements that he wants. i think he regrets choosing me and he'll never choose me again in the future :(

ahhhh why is everything so difficult this year??!?!!?
I.CANNOT.MANAGE.OKAY

I want to be optimistic and feel motivated to improve and nail all the choreo pieces and classwork and rep, but my mood has been going down and down and i just can't seem to do it. nothing that i'm doing in school now is okay and it just sucks to feel this way lah.

seeing my classmates slowly improving and managing everything, i'm so far behind them and i just can't catch up anymore.......

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Its the first day of semester 2 offcially.
I kind of miss the winter term life now that all our lessons are so packed.

Monday is super packed with so many dance classes, rehearsal etc.
I don't know how i can tahan the weeks to come.
even our yaye-can-go-home-early-on-friday is gone because we have rehearsals for huang2 he2 now.
hahahah billy sir looked at our time table and said that this semester we have the full worth of our school fees hahah.

at least today wasn't that bad because we have a really slack contemp class due to advising and for LMA it was mostly introduction.

I feel like i've lost everything in technique class and its so weird because i've been taking technique classes for 2 weeks already and today my body totally felt like i haven't danced in 1 month :(

I can't feel the muscles when i dance and everything just seem so loose. I want to find my technique back!!!!!

and omg caiying laoshi say my face got rounder :(
sian diao i want to cry liao lor.

everything is falling apart.

i really hope these 4 weeks will be progressive PLEASEEEEE

its ONLY the first day and i'm already so upset about so many things.
I really don't know how to keep myself motivated for the next 4 weeks.
and i think its me but i really don't feel like i'm leading THE life when i'm school.
I can't bring myself to be hyperactive when i'm around my classmates and everything just seem to dull and heavy :(

after school i just want to go home and do nothing.

oh yea, Zixin and i were thinking of moving out and we're currently looking around at some houses because the one that we're staying in now is kind of expensive lah.
although i can say that i'm really really happy with the place i'm living in now, i feel like it is the only place i can feel comfortable in Hongkong and i felt like i've settled into this house.
but if we have to move, i'll still move lah, since Zixin is paying so much now and it is kind of a burden for her family.

I just want to call home everyday and talk to my mother.
Hope she'll come faster and i'll go back faster too.

-------------

it been sooooo long since i last blogged

today is the last day of winter term and there is still 4 more weeks of normal school till i get to go home for chinese new year.
i really really can't wait!!!!!

well winter term has been kinda slackish because we only have so few classes, but i like it that we get to end around lunch time and then after that going out with elizabeth to have lunch and slacking through the whole afternoon talking away about i can't remember what we talked about.

it feels so nice because i feel like i have enough time to rest for the classes the next day and there isn't so much stress about all the folk classes..shen yun...etc.

we had mostly yoga and technique classes.
well yoga isn't really yoga cos it's masterstretch and it is really painful and xin1 ku3 for me okay.
but at least it helps me to stretch a little for the technique class following after.
its kind of nice to have different technique teachers once in a while too :)

I'M GONNA HAVE TWITTER :D
cos elibird asked me to have then I dowan
then ivan ask me to have then i sign up
(its obviously elibird talking here -.-)

i'm waiting for ebird's com beside mine to load spirited away,
and i know can watch liao, i just don't want to watch now lah.
i can tell elibird is getting very bored though.

i like the whole atmosphere in the school's computer lab
the computer is very fast and i always feel like i can spend the whole afternoon here rather than using the com at home for the whole afternoon.

okay i think spirited away is not loading....

we're in the computer lab slacking now, waiting for the others to finish their classes cos we're gonna have steamboat together at my house tonight!!
and elizabeth is staying over at my house tonight :)

time is passing too slowly here in Hongkong.

i don't know why but i feel scared for semester two.
i feel like all the stress and pressure and moodiness and all the crap will repeat itself all over again and i really really really don't want to go through them.

sigh just a while ago, our "favourite teacher" just interrogated us.

HELLO IVAN CHAN CHUN WAI! DO YOU KNOW HOW TO READ THIS? THIS IS VERY SIMPLE ENGLISH. HAVE YOU TAKEN YOUR HKCEE ENGLISH EXAM YET?
i hope you'll pass the exam :)

okay i'm gonna watch spirited away now....
elibird!!!! is it loading??????

-------------

i'm in the com lab now waiting for contemp to start 30 mins later.
hope we'll do fun stuffs for class later hahah, may contemp this semester be full of nice contempish movemements.

just had technique class in the morning and elizabeth watched class cos she is having a really bad flu.
haha i think it is good that once in a while people sit class cos you can see how your classmates are actually doing and you can give some feedbacks from a friend's point of view.

omg we learnt this really fast turns zhu he and some li4 zhu he thing.
i cannot catch up lah, its too fast and i haven't even prepare yet have to do pirouettes liao.
SO KANCHIONG LOR! dance like auntie like that.
how to do this for exam you tell me.

anyway yesterday night i went to watch zheng yuan chang in the stage drama.
it was such a loooooong performance sia, halfway through i was like..is this ever gonna end..
but towards the end it was okay lah. I think that the whole drama is actually very well-acted and professional, it is just me who wasn't paying attention at some parts so i didn't really get into the whole play.
it ended really late and i reach home late too, so i'm quite sleepy today :(

at least today is friday and there isn't school during the weekend! hehehe.

elizabeth is using the com beside me and she is smiling to herself for no reason.
SHE IS ADDICTED TO "AUTHMN'S CONCERTO". LIKE REALLY REALLY REALLY ADDICTED LOR.

and she is ignoring me all the time cos all she can think about is her drama HAHAHAH.
okay i shall not be mean.
i still love her :D

omg there is shen yun and rep and rehearsal later too!
all of them are the classes that i'm scared of. HOPE I DON'T DIE IN SHEN YUN PLEASEEEEEEE.

okay must keep on going,
today is the last school day of the week.
MUST HANG IN THERE LI RUIMIN! :D
-------------

this morning elizabeth told me that its the middle of the 4th week already.
for a moment i thought that time would pass quite fast, but then i thought for a while and i realised that that is not even half of the time left before we go back.
So we aren't even half way there....

class today was quite tiring in the morning, we had our first technique skills class with CC and it was just really tiring to keep having to shou1 this and that and stop forcing me to force my turn out lah, i have really bad turn out okay and i'm already working on it, i just don't want to force it anymore cos i can feel my knees are going to die on me soon.

technique skills and chinese technique felt like two chinese technique class today, when we were doing barre at chinese technique i was already quite sianned that we have to do plies and tendus again.

i'm so weak i can't find my back. and how to do the xiong1 yao1 thing on the floor??!? its so difficult cos i can't feel which strength i should use lah. and everyone seem to be doing it effortlessly.

had chinese folk after that. hua1 gu3 deng1 can be quite fun to do sometimes, but i think i cannot get the feng1 bai 2 liu3 dong4 lv4 properly. someone teach me please!!!!!!!!!

composition class was a talk+video by graeme hahaha..i'm so thankful that we get to sit down and listen to people talk and watch video. at least we don't have to do all the weird head-tail cross-lateral etc. things.

there is choreographic showing next tues and wed and i am SO NOT PREPARED LAH.
i don't want to disappoint my choreographers :(
there are so many steps to remember and i feel that i can't do them properly, especially mak's piece. I'm just not that good lah, and i wonder how arthur is able to manipulate the handkerchief and do all the cool stuffs.

i feel so bad because i cannot do so many of them and it really restricts him from choreographing movements that he wants. i think he regrets choosing me and he'll never choose me again in the future :(

ahhhh why is everything so difficult this year??!?!!?
I.CANNOT.MANAGE.OKAY

I want to be optimistic and feel motivated to improve and nail all the choreo pieces and classwork and rep, but my mood has been going down and down and i just can't seem to do it. nothing that i'm doing in school now is okay and it just sucks to feel this way lah.

seeing my classmates slowly improving and managing everything, i'm so far behind them and i just can't catch up anymore.......
-------------

Its the first day of semester 2 offcially.
I kind of miss the winter term life now that all our lessons are so packed.

Monday is super packed with so many dance classes, rehearsal etc.
I don't know how i can tahan the weeks to come.
even our yaye-can-go-home-early-on-friday is gone because we have rehearsals for huang2 he2 now.
hahahah billy sir looked at our time table and said that this semester we have the full worth of our school fees hahah.

at least today wasn't that bad because we have a really slack contemp class due to advising and for LMA it was mostly introduction.

I feel like i've lost everything in technique class and its so weird because i've been taking technique classes for 2 weeks already and today my body totally felt like i haven't danced in 1 month :(

I can't feel the muscles when i dance and everything just seem so loose. I want to find my technique back!!!!!

and omg caiying laoshi say my face got rounder :(
sian diao i want to cry liao lor.

everything is falling apart.

i really hope these 4 weeks will be progressive PLEASEEEEE

its ONLY the first day and i'm already so upset about so many things.
I really don't know how to keep myself motivated for the next 4 weeks.
and i think its me but i really don't feel like i'm leading THE life when i'm school.
I can't bring myself to be hyperactive when i'm around my classmates and everything just seem to dull and heavy :(

after school i just want to go home and do nothing.

oh yea, Zixin and i were thinking of moving out and we're currently looking around at some houses because the one that we're staying in now is kind of expensive lah.
although i can say that i'm really really happy with the place i'm living in now, i feel like it is the only place i can feel comfortable in Hongkong and i felt like i've settled into this house.
but if we have to move, i'll still move lah, since Zixin is paying so much now and it is kind of a burden for her family.

I just want to call home everyday and talk to my mother.
Hope she'll come faster and i'll go back faster too.
-------------

it been sooooo long since i last blogged

today is the last day of winter term and there is still 4 more weeks of normal school till i get to go home for chinese new year.
i really really can't wait!!!!!

well winter term has been kinda slackish because we only have so few classes, but i like it that we get to end around lunch time and then after that going out with elizabeth to have lunch and slacking through the whole afternoon talking away about i can't remember what we talked about.

it feels so nice because i feel like i have enough time to rest for the classes the next day and there isn't so much stress about all the folk classes..shen yun...etc.

we had mostly yoga and technique classes.
well yoga isn't really yoga cos it's masterstretch and it is really painful and xin1 ku3 for me okay.
but at least it helps me to stretch a little for the technique class following after.
its kind of nice to have different technique teachers once in a while too :)

I'M GONNA HAVE TWITTER :D
cos elibird asked me to have then I dowan
then ivan ask me to have then i sign up
(its obviously elibird talking here -.-)

i'm waiting for ebird's com beside mine to load spirited away,
and i know can watch liao, i just don't want to watch now lah.
i can tell elibird is getting very bored though.

i like the whole atmosphere in the school's computer lab
the computer is very fast and i always feel like i can spend the whole afternoon here rather than using the com at home for the whole afternoon.

okay i think spirited away is not loading....

we're in the computer lab slacking now, waiting for the others to finish their classes cos we're gonna have steamboat together at my house tonight!!
and elizabeth is staying over at my house tonight :)

time is passing too slowly here in Hongkong.

i don't know why but i feel scared for semester two.
i feel like all the stress and pressure and moodiness and all the crap will repeat itself all over again and i really really really don't want to go through them.

sigh just a while ago, our "favourite teacher" just interrogated us.

HELLO IVAN CHAN CHUN WAI! DO YOU KNOW HOW TO READ THIS? THIS IS VERY SIMPLE ENGLISH. HAVE YOU TAKEN YOUR HKCEE ENGLISH EXAM YET?
i hope you'll pass the exam :)

okay i'm gonna watch spirited away now....
elibird!!!! is it loading??????
-------------

Ruimin. 15 May. Dancer. The HongKong Academy for Performing Arts

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