Saturday, February 23, 2008 // 12:21 PM
wow
new school, new environment, new people.
i don't know how to react really
i miss xinmin, i miss all my friends there
and when i talk to the few xinmin people in sajc
i feel a little comforting
to know that i still have a little of those i knew in sajc
the environment there is totally different
but i knew that beforehand already eh?
hahah
yesterday had lessons and talks already
but after school OG3 went for lunch!
although not all were able to make it
but it was nice.
played cards and some weird version of dai di
then we left and i went back to xinmin
hanged around with joey, limin and jocelyn
then joey, limin and me went to nafa tgt when we met ebird on the way
walked around and had dinner
had nafa rehearsal and graded class
zls talked to me before that
and she seriously knows how to make people feel guilty
i'm really sorry
i'm so confused over so many things lah
but i think i'll still take things one step at a time.
in school, and in dance.
i really wish i'll be in hongkong now
i've seriously thought about it
and i think i don't really stand a chance
its not that i have super low confidence
but its just that, i have to face the reality
even still, i really want to go for the auditions
i'll try very hard.
the worst thing is,
i'm deproving
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