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Saturday, June 07, 2008 // 11:53 AM

back from hongkong.

the audition on the three days never fail to surprise me with something.
it was quite different from what i had expected
but nevertheless, i guess it was an experience for me.

the remaining two days of the auditions were okay
just that during the third day we were told we had to do a solo each
and i was kind of like, "oh no.."
but they said that we could do it without music and just improvise, it should last around 1-2 mins?
i was one of the first few who had to go in, so i had even lesser time,
in the end i just did some Sui4yue4 stuffs and i added in my own stuffs too.

i guess when i danced infront of them, i wasn't really scared,
just a little worried that what i'm showing them is not what they want.
anyhow, i just tried to do everything properly and taadaa, it was over.
it felt just like dancing through the dance one time in nafa or xinmin.

but i could hear like mumblings between the judges,
and i don't know if thats good or bad..

then we had to wait super long for the interview
when my turn came, i just went in..
and realise that the chair is super far away from the judges, i don't know why too haha.
the interview was alright, more like a casual talk.

right now, the thing that i'm most upset about is that the hongkong government have a quota on foreign students, so the judges told me that they can't make any decisions yet because the quota is not decided yet and that the whole HKAPA will have to share the quota, which means that foreign students like me will have a much slimmer chance to get in.

i'm so so sad.

well, its so ironic that now i don't seem to worry much if my performance during the audition was good or not.
but rather if the quota will allow them to take us in ornot.

i know that nothing can be done at this time.
cos i've already done my part, i've already done all that could be done.

so i really leave it up to god,
leave it to Him to tell his path for me.

i really pray that i will get into HKAPA.
i want to go back to hongkong in August for good..

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