Tuesday, May 08, 2007 // 5:23 PM
surprise surprise
i'm here blogging although the exams aren't over yet
i know i shouldn't be.
but...its okay haha
well there are many things going through my head now
and i just don't know if i'm happy
or sad
or feeling like....i dunno?
its just that the days are passing by so normally,
with exams everyday
and its like SO BORING!!
i have no life man..
exams so far are not good for me..
i didnt finish so many of my papers
yes i am a slow worker
and higher chinese was a killer.
i just hope for the best.
okay,
i think i hate my life now.
nothing is going well for me.
as much as i try to stay optimistic
you know the problems are still there
and you just have to face it.
dance these few weeks were terrible
and sometimes i just get fustrated with myself
but the more i get fustrated,
the worse i become.
but seriously, i'm deproving day by day
i wish i had dance lessons everyday
life without them are terrible
i dont think i will survive my open class
which is coming very soon.
and i cant celebrate my birthday with my friends ):
i want exams to be over
i want to dance every single day
i want to dance with my friends
i miss trainings
i want syf to come back.
i want to dance and forget everything just for that moment.
life is totally meaningless without it
and i know i still have opportunies to dance now..
but its not enough.
theres so many things troubling me
and sometimes...i just dont know how to react.
i just want to feel the music,
and move to it once again.
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