Friday, June 13, 2008 // 8:45 PM
i just can't can't can't concentrate.
i totally have no disipline,
i can't stop thinking about hongkong.
i guess i appear as if i don't really bother much about everything
i may look as if i don't want to talk about it,
but thats cos i just don't want to get even more distracted.
if there wasn't the irritating common test thing,
i guess i'll worry even more than elizabeth.
i tried to keep it at the back of my head,
but its just so so difficult.
i really really wish that i'll get in HKAPA
and i can't do anything about it now except wait.
waiting is a painful process
but if it turns out to be positive,
i'll really just scream and jump for joy.
the thing is, i don't know if it'll turn out to be positive or not.
i want to be as happy as manuel on the day he got his scholarship to HKAPA.
i really hope that both elizabeth and i will get in this year.
really, really hope so.
now,its back to waiting..
and i'm so dead for common tests.
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