Monday, January 18, 2010 // 9:19 PM
Its the first day of semester 2 offcially.
I kind of miss the winter term life now that all our lessons are so packed.
Monday is super packed with so many dance classes, rehearsal etc.
I don't know how i can tahan the weeks to come.
even our yaye-can-go-home-early-on-friday is gone because we have rehearsals for huang2 he2 now.
hahahah billy sir looked at our time table and said that this semester we have the full worth of our school fees hahah.
at least today wasn't that bad because we have a really slack contemp class due to advising and for LMA it was mostly introduction.
I feel like i've lost everything in technique class and its so weird because i've been taking technique classes for 2 weeks already and today my body totally felt like i haven't danced in 1 month :(
I can't feel the muscles when i dance and everything just seem so loose. I want to find my technique back!!!!!
and omg caiying laoshi say my face got rounder :(
sian diao i want to cry liao lor.
everything is falling apart.
i really hope these 4 weeks will be progressive PLEASEEEEE
its ONLY the first day and i'm already so upset about so many things.
I really don't know how to keep myself motivated for the next 4 weeks.
and i think its me but i really don't feel like i'm leading THE life when i'm school.
I can't bring myself to be hyperactive when i'm around my classmates and everything just seem to dull and heavy :(
after school i just want to go home and do nothing.
oh yea, Zixin and i were thinking of moving out and we're currently looking around at some houses because the one that we're staying in now is kind of expensive lah.
although i can say that i'm really really happy with the place i'm living in now, i feel like it is the only place i can feel comfortable in Hongkong and i felt like i've settled into this house.
but if we have to move, i'll still move lah, since Zixin is paying so much now and it is kind of a burden for her family.
I just want to call home everyday and talk to my mother.
Hope she'll come faster and i'll go back faster too.
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