Friday, September 11, 2009 // 8:32 PM
still haven't gotten any internet, its been two weeks..and it's kind of boring because i don't have a television at home too.
but yaye i'm gonna get internet connection from joni tmr cos she has an extra one.
and the ever so kind alisa will be donating her television here next tuesday! i'm really so thankful for the both of them(:
its been a little more than a week of school and i'm quite sure i'm starting to feel tired from the classes and OH MY GOODNESS TO ALL THE PRESSURE. i'm such a dance retard really and even if all the teachers are starting out with all the simple and basic stuffs, i feel as if i can't do any of then properly. Its always never enough and this and that.
Folk dance is kind of difficult for me, i always knew i was never a ming jian wu person. I wanna dance like all my teachers, but i can never do that.
i can't believe i'm feeling stressed about most of my class when it is barely the second week of school.
Having chinese technique everyday really kills my body, and i can totally feel my body getting more achey and tight as each day pass. It's like i have to use extra strength and energy in class everyday in order to do the class. But i glad that the class pushes me, not that i enjoy being competitive in class, but i'm thankful that i have a teacher like caiying laoshi to scream at us everyday.
shen yun has been fun, although i was quite unhappy at a certain point of time, but i enjoyed most of the classes.
I wish contemp classes could be faster, but i'm quite sure it will soon...i think..
Life in APA now is really quite different from last year.
somehow, i kind of miss common year, i miss being in THE common year class.
Right now everyone has been split into their own majors and groups, i feel like we're all starting to be strangers all over again.
i know its inevitable that we'll all drift apart, but seriously, a part of me just don't want to.
sometimes the life here really makes me wonder if i can really stay here for another 4 more years....
it'll be perfect if my life in Hongkong and Singapore could happen all at the same time.
I miss Singapore, my family, my friends...
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