Wednesday, February 22, 2012 // 10:09 PM
The homesick-ness has been slowly sinking in. I know its been almost four years, but perhaps its the exact reason thats been making me miss home, short trips back to Singapore now and then has certainly made me realise how much home has changed without my presence, how i've changed into another whom i'd rather not be. I've really lost my fighting spirit.Seeing pictures and the statuses on facebook, it just reminds me....of home....a little too much.
I wanna wake up to the sounds of my maid vacuuming the floor, go downstairs to a table full of hawker food for breakfast. To laze around the house, watching cable.
Technique classes has been especially tiring these few days, i'm secretly thankful for it because this week has got me a lot of free time on my hands. Pei laoshi has been a tad more harsh on the Year 4 students this week, its depressing but i could really feel her sincerity and passion to teach us. In fact, i feel kind of bad that we can't seem to keep up with her teaching. But i do enjoy the dancing, the difficulty can really make you feel helpless and hopeless, but i guess having something to work your body gives me the adrenline, makes me wanna be a better me for myself.
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