Saturday, June 28, 2008 // 11:38 AM
i don't know why but i feel a sense of loss
i'm quite surprised myself,
but i guess even as a super senior,
i still feel very attached to xinmin chinese dance.
its just after xinthesis and i realised how much i still love xinmin chinese dance
haha its been a year and my feelings for XMCD still remained the same
or rather, i've grown to love it more since i rarely have time to go back
Xinthesis made me feel like i'm still part of XMCD,
like i could do something useful for XMCD
and it made me feel good.
now Xinthesis is over and i just feel as if i've lost total connection with XMCD.
unknowingly, i think i still enjoyed all the rehearsals that i felt was boring when elizabeth and i were totally neglected during rehearsals.
i'm happy being in XMCD, being with people who are all working toward the same goal as me-to let people enjoy when they watch XMCD in Xinthesis.
i miss xinmin chinese dance.
i miss all my dance-mates there.
its sad that many are leaving this year but haha
you guys can just join the xinmin dance alumni that currently has a total strength of 2 people
i'm sure that next year's syf will be even better than last year
especially when you have zls as an instructor.
even though we all know she is super bias and unreasonable at times.
but she gets things done,
and she'll make sure that it'll be good.
so i have faith that XMCD will be able to reach greater heights next year.
oh man, i really do miss xinthesis.
i miss the back stage happenings, i miss the performance!
and sui yue ru ge felt nice when i was doing it because i've finally felt the feeling like last year.
i mean even though i've been doing it in NAFA, but the feeling is totally different.
i guess its because in terms of sui yue ru ge, i've been through much more with XMCD
ahh i'm just happy that it was a good performance (:
i want to go out with dance-mates again!
its been very long....
i miss you guys!
thinking about you guys in XMCD really reminded me of those days where we will go out to eat after every single dance practise during intensive
it was just pure fun and laughter
thank you so much, i really love those days
its been one year since i've rehearse a dance with XMCD
i remember how fun it used to be,
i just can't seem and don't want to forget it all.
just when i felt like i don't belong because of all the neglection,
i think all along i've always known that my spirit will always be alive in XMCD.
that i love XMCD (:
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