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chasing
the dreams






Wednesday, February 07, 2007 // 8:04 PM

its wednesday again
and our last training before rehearsal is
officially over.



did i mention that i like our syf costume?
i love it!
today we tried on the costume
and its so pretty!
but my top was a little too short for me
so they are going to alter it and make it longer
this shows that i've grown taller (:



hmm today cca was kind of alright
cos we were left with little time
after we tried our costumes
it was a little tiring lah



and today the only happy part was during maths class
when rose wanted so much to express her stupidity
mrs lim was saying
"someone lend me a compass, hurry!"
then the "oh-so clever" rose
went to dig her pencil case
and took out a PROTRACTER
and gave mrs lim
then, mrs lim stunned
and we all started laughing at rose!
hahah
then junyi say she wanna go compass point
then we say it should be "protracter point" instead of compass point
and it was so funny
that i laugh until my stomach pain,
like can you imagine rose doing that?
she is suppose to be the smart one



Perhaps time will heal.
i try to stay happy and think positively,
but i dont know.
i feel as if nothing is happening
like everything is alright
but when i try to smile,
i just couldn't
is it because i've got so immune to it?
or maybe, i'm just acepting it



anyway i hope i dont feel this way for long
because it feels terrible, really terrible



there is opera tmr
i hope it will be fun.
and friday is the scary day
so i must be prepared to bring loads of tissue paper
and a bucket to fill my tears in case i've used finished the tissue papers
okay thats like so dramatic



but i'll just hope for the best

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