Monday, June 30, 2008 // 11:15 PM
just when i needed someone beside me,
i realised that i'm all alone.
wanted to call someone,
but realised that i have no one to call.
thought i will be happy,
but realised that its not the case.
i mean its not that i'm not appreciating this once in a lifetime chance.
i am. i really am.
i can't be grateful enough.
thank god for it, really.
but sad to say, i'm not happy at this moment.
because just when i thought i've gotten something that i've always wanted
i realise that i may just lose it all,
just like that.
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