Wednesday, July 09, 2008 // 10:01 PM
this week is totally da bian.
i haven't received the letter from hkapa yet!
they were e-mailing me asking me to send some more stuffs bout sajc and xms
so i had to ask mr tan for some document stuffs
and i've already sent some but mr tan can only pass me the documents on friday
so i can only send them again on friday.
the thing is, they need all the documents before they can sort of access me and see if i can go to year 2. and i was suppose to receive the offer letter this week but since now i have some weird document problems, i have to wait for who knows how long more. and i am getting so impatient!
i want the letter to come now, come now!
then there is my dad who is making me go crazy.
if you don't want to help me find a place to stay,
then fine, mummy and i will try our best, okay.
i'm totally alone in this kind of situation, there is pressure everywhere!
but i guess things will be more or less like that in hongkong alone.
no one to depend on, and even though you know you have friends,
but everyone is so busy with their own life, and there are just too many things that you have to depend on yourself.
i just need to pick things up by myself.
i feel so insecure about my place in hkapa,
i really really hope that the offer letter comes soon!
i'm really trying to stay calm and everything.
to try to think positively
to not get so impatient.
but its really difficult.
i can't concentrate on any of the lectures and tutorials
cos I"M FREAKING SCARED THAT MY LETTER WON'T COME ):
but since i've waited for 3 years, what's waiting for 2 more weeks eh?
i just need to learn to be patient.
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