Monday, February 08, 2010 // 9:45 PM
5 more days till i go home!
i can't wait for tmr's chinese folk class and wed's technique skills class to be overrrrrrrrrr
the class i look forward to the least. for the time being hahah
the weekend has been really nice. I love spending time with my mother.
Even though it rained heavily the whole day yesterday, it didn't dampen my mood at all.
We didn't do anything special exactly. just walked around hongkong, went to eat lots of good food, sat around together at home doing nothing, caught a movie too.
The time has been short, but i really cherish every single minute of it.
she went home today, but i shall not complain too much because i'll be going back to Singapore this saturday. I CAN'T WAIT!!!
okay but still got lots of work and things to be done before going home. must finish doc and tech and go through folk + shen yun + tech skills.
i'm tired.
i don't know why, school has been tiring and after school i just want to come back home to rest.
i feel really anti-social during this period of time and i think all my classmates will soon stop talking to me because i'm being such an outcast in school. I don't know why i'm like that and i don't know what exactly is my problem but i hope i don't affect the people around me with my usual moodiness in school.
i can tell that each and everyone of my classmates in school are trying their best to stay happy and lively despite the tiring schedule that we have and sometimes i wish i could be like them. joke around, laugh at stupid things and do stupid things together, but why am i stopping myself from being like that? i don't know..i'm just.....not in the mood.
I'm going crazy and i think no one can help me but myself.
i'll try i'll try. Okay i'll try.
I've been a bad friend to my best friend recently too. I haven't been spending much time with her and i'm not there when she needed someone by her side. I'm really sorry. I don't know what is wrong with me.
and i don't know what to say to anyone anymore
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