Thursday, February 04, 2010 // 9:25 PM
have been trying to pass these few days as fast as i can,
trying not to think too much about home too.
somehow school has become so mundane.
i'm just repeating the same thing everyday.
walking to school, attending classes, walking home.
i'm not exactly happy, but i'm not THAT sad either.
i just need something new and exciting to hype me up a little.
i think i've been a really bad tempered girl recently and i'm so sorry to all my friends who had to put up with me. which is why i don't talk so much sometimes because i think i'll just piss everyone off if i say something wrong again.
there is dance day at yuen long this saturday and initially i was going to perform for it, but today brenton said that i can't dance because i'm not a local student. and my heart just sank when i heard it because after yesterday's rehearsal for dance day, i began to look forward to it. I was so looking forward to tomorrow's rehearsal and saturday's performance.
its like the moment i think of it, my mood felt a little better because it was something different for once and even though i was feeling so tired to take technique class and rehearsal today, i told myself that at least i get to go for a fun rehearsal tmr and perform site specific on saturday at the dance day for HKAPA. it managed to get me to focus on my tired body to work through those exercises.
but now i'm just so sianed that everything is so screwed and nothing ever seem to work out for me. I'll still be going for technique+contemp+repertory tmr as usual...doing the things that i can never seem to do properly.
My mum is coming to hongkong today and she'll be reaching in about an hour or so.
I'm really happy that she is here and i wish i could spend more time with her really.
I don't know what we'll do, where we'll go, but i'm happy being with her.
listening to corrinne may's songs reminds me of the times back in Singapore.
sitting in the SBS bus going home at night.
I'm finally going back to Singapore next saturday.
I may not sound excited, but inside me, i'm secretly excited to be home.
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