Monday, October 31, 2011 // 10:35 PM
One more week to production week.
had a lovely weekend.
hope this week will be more dancing that i can take.
hope my leg doesn't get in the way anymore.
wish i were more talented.
i know i'm for the idea of improving on my own basis,
but yes i still do dream of being like an over acheiver.
and i still wish that my improvement can be a greater leap.
i feel like i'm hopping on the spot and my body isn't being any smarter as the days passes
llloooooaaaaaaaaaadddddddddddssssssssssssss of homework and tests these few weeks.
i'm clueless about some of them, while the others just need a lot of time, effort and commitment.
we finally finished our dance 1 piece.
i think it'll be quite nice if we do it nicely.
i'm a little down about my change of partner, but i know that i'm being selfish just by thinking like that.
its just that its so near to the performance date and he still doesn't have enough strength to hold even himself.
but i trust that things will improve, we just need to practise more together.
i dislike having this feeling of uncertainty when we dance together because we're really not 100% stable. yet (i hope).
but the most important thing when we dance together is trust. so i know i have to trust him, and he will trust me too.
we don't want to ruin the show. we don't want to be taken out.
technique classes is becoming more challenging and i feel like i shouldn't be in this class based on my stupidity mentally and phsically. but i'll give it a shot nevertheless
I need to be more thick skinned.
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