Tuesday, November 29, 2011 // 10:04 PM
Haven't felt this tired during technique class already.
It may be the nerves today, or the lack of sleep(but i didn't sleep late)
but i was tired halfway during barre already.
made some silly mistakes during videoing technique today, but it was great fun,
to be able to work and sweat like this, its satisfaction.
wish we could have 2 technique classes everyday (with break in between though)
i think its so amazing to learn and feel about your body.
i don't want to be left back in the class anymore,
i wish we could change positions during barre and centre once every 2-3 days,
i don't wanna be squeezed in the corner, i don't wanna have to move myself every 10 seconds so that i can see what the teacher is demonstrating.
i'm short,so please put me infront for my own sake.
had advising with pei laoshi yesterday,
didn't really expect anything out of it, but i don't know what or how did i feel like i wanted to open up to talk about myself, and sitting side by side with my classmates talking about things like these, it feels like we're more than just schoolmates, we're people who will take time to learn more about each other not because we have to, but because we want to. I like this class of girls that we have, i like eatting together, shopping together and talking together(despite the over-bitching of some stuffs) when pei laoshi asked me “你觉不觉得你们五个现在感觉是比较一起的了”，i really felt like “一直都是” because as far as i can remember, we've always thought about each other's feelings whenever we do something.
There are just so many tests and assignments due, i think i need more brain to complete them.
I have no idea how to go about doing 动作起承转合的用力方法，don't know how to complete an essay discussing the 10 year development of a professional dance company, don't know how to survive the many role play and presentations for korean, italian and science. and i'm so gonna die for tomorrow's korean test.
its almost the end of this semester, but school is still as complicated as ever.
I can't seem to manage to take things one step at a time, because my pace is too slow in this fast paced environment.
wish i could be a smarter dancer
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